[ ever-lastiing.siimple l0ve ]

2007-03-07T18:55:00.000+08:00

changed skin agn

purple this time. well,came back from school not long ago. cause was staying back to study my Biology as i didnt understand anything mrs chua taught. then also waited for dear cause he had his basketball training. its a long time since he played basketball in school lerhs.

had english test today. front part still can cope. but the vocab & summary part anyhow do cause running out of time lerhs. that cher larhs. say let us have 45 more mins to finish. then in the end gave us 30 mins to complete only. =='''' ~~fucking shit.~~ then the rest of the day was as boring.

had attire check after school. almost everyone pass the check. cause ms ang says she only want to see no ear sticks,fringe clipped up,& skirt cover half of the knee cap. thats all. hahs. so everyone unfold their skirts & passed the check. dear also passed his hair check. cause the one who checks for the guys was mr loy. that potato. that sickening potato. i hate him sia. bad teacher. look down on ppl. fucker.

well,thats all barhs. maybe editing the temp agn. thats all. bye.

❥ hubby loads.

hes my boy,now && forever.

i love him. smuacks*

2007-03-06T21:30:00.001+08:00

sick

sighs~. today almost late for school. cause didnt want to go at first,cause having bad bad flu & sorethroat. cough too. but still managed to force myself to attend school despite the flu buggie. ): azyan knows how bad my flu was. well,then first lesson was Bio. got back that CA paper. 25/40. considered good?. lols. i dont know.

well,after that was physics. its sucks. im gonna flunk that test already. didnt study for it cause ytd had such a heavy flu that i slept at 8++ after swollowing that flu pill. got up during 1+ in the morning. & cant get to sleep. so lied on my bed for awhile,i dont know how long,then fell asleep. continuous waking up throughout the whole night. it was terrible. so tired cause the flu medicine starts to show its effect & yet cant managed to slp.

then woke up during 630+. packed my bag at 7. & set off to school at 720. ): sighs~. well,flunking physics & geog. mapwork. it sucks too. so many bearings needed & the map is overflooding with lines. whatever. then Emaths is quite ok. cause time flies quite quickly. then ms cheong didnt come. so had 2 periods free,while the other classes did their compo.

finally,last lesson was english. also so-so lorhs. quite boring larhs. but,better than Emaths is enough. well,went to the doctor just now. didnt manage to get an MC. ): sighs~. if not i can officially skip school. but,he gave me an 'MC' on P.E & cca. yays!. need not attend that cca tml lerhs. fancy standing there for 2 hours+. its tiring. & im still having my flu. of course,with that medicine that causes drowsiness somewhere inside my body,i'll fall asleep. even if im standing. so,thanks doc. (: dear's going school tml too. i loves him. hes just so nice & sweet. im officially so into an illness call the l.w love sickness. it causes symptoms lyk cutting wrist if didnt see him for one day,getting mad over him,thinking of him everymin & sec. a satisfactory feeling when the patient gets to hold or even kiss him!. woah~. thats the symptoms for l.w love sickness. &,the doctor Dr See declared that the patient,thats me, is officially quitting pills for this illness. ^^ lalalas~. i love him loads. smuacks*. he makes me think of him,everymin & everysec.hes my hubby forever.

❥ my hubby loads.

hes my boy now,&& forever.

i loves him. smuacks* ت

2007-03-05T18:46:00.000+08:00

cheers for my Biology. (:

managed to get an A1. lalalas~. didnt thought that i'll get an A1 cause i didnt study for the CA that was conducted during last sat. hmms. &,maybe get to drop down to other classes for chinese cause gotten a B3 for my chinese overall. { cause of those E1 bastards. :X } my Emaths cher is just picking on me,very often. or you can say is every lesson of hers,she'll ask me questions. ==''' very simple questions lyk "do you know how to do?" she also want to ask. ~~fuck it~~

well,having bad flu now. although its quite warm. but,im having a running nose. god!. whats wrong with me?. having a flu on such a warm day. maybe i'll run a temperature tml. then i can skip my physics & geog test officially. (; lols. just joking. but,who knows. it might be true. lalalas~. hope it'll be true enough. then i can ask dear not to attend school too. then maybe we both can go out together & do some stuffs. :X hahas. dont let your mind run wild. just having a lunch together yerhs?. (;

well well,just hope that i'll get to fall sick. so that i can officially skip school. loads of stress being built up. the stress building is going to collapse soon if it continues to go higher. its stressful. anyway,gtg now. haven had my bath yet. just reach home bout an hour ago,cause waited for dear to serve his detention. ): sighs~. whatever. im used to it. &,he promised me that he'll try not to visit mr sng in the blue room agn. i believe in him. (: cause,i love-s him.

our forever ❤

hes my boy.

now && forever.

i love-s him,smuacks*

2007-03-04T15:33:00.000+08:00

swollen eyes

yesterday

ytd night after our dinner,went to watch just follow law with daddy & mummy. at first quite funny larhs,the part when fann wong realised that she's a 'female'. but the end was quite strange. they married each other. its really strange larhs. cant pin point out where strange but,whatever. then when the movie was showing halfway,dear called me. so we chatted for awhile then he hung the call cause hes having 'dinner' with jabez & alvin. then after an hour,dear called me agn. so chatted for anothe while then he asks me to phone him after the movie end lorhs. so after the movie,called dear & chat. he told me that at first hes planning to find me after hes dinner with jabez & alvin derhs. but just nice i was out. so bo bian. then he wanted to wait for me to come back cause he told me that me misses me badly. awww~. sweet guy. smuacks* (: but i asked him to go home first cause its quite late lerhs. then somemore hes so tired. so reached home & ate a plate of beehoon,& one huge bowl of steamboat ingredients. so full. lols.

today

woked up at 10. was still lying on bed me after i woke up cause nan de sunday no need so early wake up marhs. then after 40mins later or so,finally got out of my bed. turned on tv & watch lorhs. awhile later mummy came back. then one of the aunty also came up. so had to try very hard not to lift my leg too high when im watching tv. incase ppl say i very rough. X: then at bout 12 they went off. so i went back to my room,& wait for dear's msg. wait & wait & wait. finally,at 01.23,i manage to receive his msg. his dad took his phone since he woke up. therefore he couldnt msg me. well,then i called dear awhile & then chatted with him. now,im using com while im having my lunch. later,going to finish up my Emaths worksheets. if not tml that ms ang sure kan wo bu shuang agn lerhs. sighs~. whatever.

hmms,thats it. next post shall be on next friday,which is our sports day. (: ta-tas.

❥ my hubby loads.

hes my boy,forever.

i love him. smuacks*

2007-03-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

new skin. (:

basically,im bored. not feeling lyk completing my homeworks. there are tons of homeworks waiting for me to touch them. sighs~. sec three's life is miserable. i cant cope at all. might as well quit school. ): the thoght of quitting school is getting stronger everyday,after attending that ms ang's class. fuck. i simply hate her lesson. :X

well,changed song & skin. nice. (: i loves black & white combination. cause in my world,theres only these two colors. except for times when my hubby is with me. when we are together,thats the only time when i get to see colors in my life. emms,this song is the song in hua yang,dong le. at first wanted to change to zhuan shu tian shi derhs. but jh used it. so change to tis lorhs. (: nice nice. loves it.

well,gonna stay up tonight & finishes up all my homeworks. theres tons of them to be completed.

homeworks :

↳~~the stack of Emaths worksheet on S-T graph~~

↳~~the Emaths FORMULA worksheet~~

↳~~the Emaths completing squares worksheet~~

↳the Emaths word problem worksheet

↳Amaths textbook questions

↳geog 6.3 worksheet

↳~~physics textbook question~~

tests :

↳chemistry test-balancing equation

↳physics test-chapter 10 & vernier calipers

↳geog-mapwork

↳english-paper 2

sighs~,tons of homewroks & tests. &,speaking bout test... my chinese CA results was so terrible. 74.5. &,ms cheong said that she'll minus away 5 marks from the whole class. that leaves me with only 69.5 marks. ): first time not getting an A. die lerhs. overall marks sure kena pull down lerhs. all E1's bastards fault. if they didnt went into the class without ms cheong's permission,our marks also wont kena deducted. fuck them. they belong to E1,so what?. E1 & E2 only differ by having 2 more pure kkays. dont too HL larhs.

then had biology CA today. went to school early in the morning to have that test. its supposely to be conducted during ytd. but mrs chua was not in school. so had to postpone it to today lorhs. but sengyau & azurah also didnt take the test. might as well whole class do the test on mon. ==''' anyway,the test was horribly done. didnt know almost all of the question asked. so,guess im flunking bio. Emaths also flunk ready larhs. that cher see me so bu shuang,no give me fail i sure get top in her class arhs. :X

next week fri,going to CCK stadium for Sports Day. & yays,im going with me dearest hubby. ^^ but due to our 'cleverness',we can only follow an. hahs. cause we both dont know how to go to there. at first dear didnt wanna go together derhs. then,i managed to persuade him. cheers for me. lalalas. (: but,one problem. his sis. ): later his sis follow us how?. later his sis sees us together how?. sighs agn~. headache.

eating steamboat tonight. (: cause lazy cook marhs. throw everything inside wait for 3 mins,food is served. hahs. lame. but,after eating,im really gonna study very very hard for all the tests lerhs. i dont wanna flunk my overall. kkays,i'll end here. byes.

全心全意,真心真意的爱我的老公一生一世

hes my boy now && forever

i ❤ him. smuacks*

2007-02-28T20:46:00.000+08:00

TIRED!

just came back not long ago from prac. reached home at almost 7. then during prac,went under the rain just to switch on the air-con's main switch. then,stood inside the room for 1 hr+,which makes my shivering in cold. after that,came home under the rain agns. walked under the rain cause no have umbrella marhs. then reach home,sit down awhile before bathing. lyk that,not long after im gonna fall sick. sighs~. ):

today rained for almost the whole day. then just nice i sit under fan. so,that results in one thing,feeling cold. started the morning by having three periods of english. did the ten-point summary for five articles of the Straits Times Newspaper. & yes,these newspaper is taking up loads of space under my table. causing me unable to squeeze all my books in. ==''' sighs~. then ms kuek says that we'll be having english level test next week. test agn. ): sobs. had loads of test already. & those idiotic teachers are having darn Short-Term Memory luhs. fcuk sia. make us do test,in the end never return any of them back to us. especially Emaths luhs. x.x.'''

after english was Emaths. that stupid darn subject which i hate most. cause that cher enjoys kaobei-ing our class luhs,go washroom still must greet her?. mad woman. then during her class,saw dear outside. hes having P.E lesson but think his P.E cher not in school. so they having free period. then they playd outside the classroom lorhs. after 1 period of our Emaths,dear went for recess. then when we having recess,dear's having english. lols. fcuk,its raining agn. :X i hate rainy days. cause they'll make my dear fall sick when he goes out & play with the raindrops. but,personally,i love rainy days. cause its quiet. silence is gold (: but,for dear's sake,i'll hate it no matter how much i loved it in the past. sighs~. well,where was i just now?. hmms. oh ya,recess. stayed in class during recess then,surprisingly,saw an. so we stood outside the ladies before the bell rang. then crapped for awhile before going back to class.

right after recess was S.S. had our second quiz. & yays,cheers for me. i got an A2 for the S.S overall. ^^ hahs. then the quiz i'hv gotten 22 out of 30 marks. a not-so-bad attempt. (: then,she wanted to give another quiz during the next lesson,which is tml. wth luhs. we still got Emaths test lorhs. &,tons of homeworks waiting to be completed. so she agreed to let us off this time. phew!. if not,im going to mug the books until mid-night lerhs.

after that,chinese. ms cheong didnt return the level test we did ytd. she says she'll return it to us on fri. &,biase-ly,e2 got back their paper. =='''' its unfair. but,anyway,Add.maths was straight after chinese. then today ms leow mood also very bad. sighs~. why teachers lyk to vent their anger on the students?. somemore,our class is innocent luhs. everytime during her class we diam diam she ask why we so diam. today our class a lil noisy only,she blew her temper,tell us to keep quiet before she loses her temper. wth is every teacher thinking?. are students their punching bags?. they bad mood can vent anger on students. so does that means that when students are in bad mood,they can also vent their fustrations on the teachers?. why couldnt teachers just put themselves in our shoes?. students sure will get tired after the whole day of packed lesson derh marhs. but,they just dont seem to understand. they only know how to complain how tired they are after the long day. but,they get to rest in air-conditioned staff room luhs. but where do we spend our whole day?. in the warm & stuffy classroom. moreover,our class consists of 44 students!. 45 ppl,including the teacher,inside a super small classroom. sighs~. just why cant teachers understand the students well?. whatever. dont wanna crap anymore in here.

kks,gtg lerhs. study for Emaths lerhs. if not,if fail,that cher sure kbkb pull focus onto me derhs. I HATE HER LESSON. I HATE HER FOCUS. im evil. but who can stand being called up to get questioned by her,for almost every single question?. cant tolerate her anymore. I WANNA GO TO E3!. I DONT WANNA STAY IN E2 ANYMORE. AS LONG AS ITS IN OTHER CLASS,IM WILLING TO DROP TO E3,E4 OR EVEN E5!. & I MEAN IT. its darn horrible staying in that freaking class. its gonna take my life if that idiotic cher pulls her focus on me agn!. sighs. well,ta-tas.

❥ my 老公 forever.

hes my one & only boy.

i love-s him. smuacks*

2007-02-27T18:42:00.000+08:00

♫ LALALAS ♬

i ate the veggie that dear cook just now. ^^ hahas. its abit too hard larhs,but,anyway i ate it. muahahas. then i feed dear with the prawns & veggie lorhs. cause he say his hand dirty marhs. (: im such a nice dar. lols. just joking. im bad,& of course,evil too. then after that i gave dear a lollipop. so he put the lolli in his mouth when allson,benson,mathew,jinwah & one more,{ i think hes call zhen ning barhs. not sure }stares at both of us. then mathew says that they are having lesson,love education. lols. crazy boy. then after that dear & i played around after they left the e3. played around till bout 550 then came home. lalalas. i simply love-s him loads. smuacks*. (:

well,early in the morning had MT CA. hope i can pass the CA barhs. cause i didnt really studied for it. ytd whole day dazing. then today morning darn bad mood so didnt really concentrate on studying the words. &,therefore i didnt lend hs my phone when she asks for it. once agn,i save-d hs's phone! muahahas. she left it under the computer table when we left ITroom 3. then i saw it & took it. then i passed it to jia hui then hs still didnt realize larhs. after then i took my phone out then she realise. im so good,help her take instead of just leaving it in IT room 3. hahs. (:

well,bored now. just came home not long ago with my dearest 老公. then saw erica & her stead on jelapang lrt platform. sweet lorhs. (: hahas. but dear & i also not bad larhs. at least we will come home with each other everyday after school. simply adores him loads. kks,gtg lerhs. ta-tas.

❥ my dearest forever.

hes my one & only boy.

simply loves him truthfully & wholeheartedly.

smuacks*

2007-02-26T18:20:00.000+08:00

❥ LOVE-S

i love-s my dearest hubby loads & loads.

today,went to school with dear. then we sat in his classroom till bell ring. after bout 2 hours,dear went off for his bball match lerhs. so i wait for him to come back lorhs. at 330,he called me then suddenly hang my call. i thought what happen. then hweesiang eyes open so big,i turn then saw dear standing there. hahs. after that dear ate his lunch with aron they all while i accompanied hs & frens. straight after dear finish his lunch that rui sheng ask him to go see teacher. then i went back to fourth floorth to wait for dear lorhs. sat at the stairs there. then after 30 mins,dear's finally back from the 'meeting'. then cause ms leow still in e2 marhs. then i cannot go in. so dear accompanied me to the canteen & back to his class. we walked around the school lorhs. i can feel that this time,dear's really setting his heart in improving his results. i believe he can make it derhs. (:

then after that cannot wait anymore longer lerhs,so i go in & ask if i could take my belongings. so came out & came home with my dearest hubby. ^^ he wanted to accompany me go mac eat derhs. but cause he went under rain just now marhs. so i ask him go home wash hair instead of accompanying me. dont want him to catch a cold lerh marhs. cause hes my老公 marhs. i loves him loads.

hmms,tml there is chinese CA for all sec3. not sure if is only for express or for the whole level derhs. but,im sure everyone will study very hard. cause this is the only mark that is gonna be entered into our report slip. &,dear have been preparing for this test for 2 days lerhs. wish him luck. (: i ❥ him.

kk,gtg lerhs. study for test. ta-tas.

❥-s my dearest forever.

hes my boy,now && forever.

my one & only hubby.

smuacks*

2007-02-24T15:28:00.000+08:00

change song lerhs. sighs~. i miss my dear loads. ): sians~. guess dear's napping now. cause i asked him to. :X

thurs

after school dear came over to my class. as usual we crapped then time flies. soon after,it was 4++. so walked home with him. then he went into youth hub to submit the form for the 3 on 3 bball challenge. so i waited for him outside youth hub while hes paying for the fee or whatsoever thingy. then,after he paid,he handed the piece of payment slip to me & asked me to help him keep. cause on the day,the piece of payment slip must be presented before they are qualified to play. then dear was afraid that he'll lose that slip. so he asked me to help him keep. (: so,that means i can go see him on that day lerhs. muahahas. { he doesnt want me to go,but since he asked me so nicely to help him keep that payment slip,i'll go & watch the match. :D } hahs. then,after that dear went back. i rushed home,preparing for the 'trip' later. then,i just couldnt find anymore p.e tee. so asked dear if he could lend me his p.e tee straight after bathing. then i ran over to his blk. had a lil cramp on the way. so he see lerh abit unhappy. dear,im alright. (: dont worry. so rushed to school,met an on the way. then when we reached,everything was in place lerhs. ): make me so rush. kaos~. then wore the high heels to Singapore Conference Hall then prac there for bout 2 hours then came back. while loading the trolley & stuffs down the bus,kinda cut my hand by the trolley. bruise lerhs. ): then slept at 1135 after chatting on phone with dear for awhile.

fri

didnt wanna attend school cause really darn tired after the late slp on the previous day. woke up at 630,then called dear. his phone was off. so i forced myself to get out of bed to bathe & changed into my school uniform cause i wanted to see dear so badly. then at bout 710 dear msged me. he says that he'll call me after his bath. so i waited agn & at bout 721,he called. just when hes stepping out of house,his mum woke up. so no choice,i have to go school alone. then almost late for school. stepped into the parade square while the second bell was rang. then after that was followed by lessons lorhs. finally,school's over. & cheers for me,i managed to survive until school ends. dear came over & his eyes were almost closed. so asked him to accomany me to the canteen then we went back agn. make him exercise. X: then,we were talking,crapping with each other cause both of us were falling asleep. then he wanted to take photo. so we took using his phone. then he move the pic to dont know where,make me find till siao. then he kept on laughing at my action when i say ' zou,wo men qu mai ice-cream. ' lols. hes just so cute. i love him. then after awhile,im suppose to go for junior batch derh training lerhs. so didnt accompanied him home. sry dear. ): then i called dear after awhile cause i scared that he'll be lonely. then i told him that make sure i hear the lift opening before i hang the call. then hes laughing his head off while trying very hard to place the phone near the door of the lift. lols. cute larhs. smuacks* then i went back to the training lorhs. &,accompanied wanzhen to greenridge cause we both were hungry. X: then came back after cca,msged dear. but hes slping. so waited for him to wake up. then he told me that his dad dont allow him come out to revise for MT CA. fcuk.

today

dear msged me at 405 in the morning. so i called him back lorhs. chatted for bout 5 mins+ then he went back to slp. woke up at 8+ cause dear msged me agn. (: hes having bball training agn. so he came back at 1+ lorhs. then hes napping now. i asked him to agn. cause dont want dear too tired marhs. ): waiting for him to wake up now. so took the chance to post. hmms,maybe going down mac to buy something to eat later. hungry lerhs. ): kks,thats all barhs. ta-tas~.

❥-ing my dear forever.

hes my one & only.

i loves him.

smuacks*

2007-02-21T20:58:00.000+08:00

I HATE SCHOOL

sighs~. it was counted as a bad day for me. sians~. just dont know for what reason,cried so badly just now. of course bearing my head inside my pollow & tada,tears just flows out uncontrollably. ): was it my homones or what?. i dont know. well,kinda tio scold by istructor for the prac just now. it was darn horrible. for goddness sake,can we just maybe back out from SYF?. im confident of us,just getting a COP back. its gonna be so embarassing. however,the teachers arent gonna care. they are not the ones who loses their face rights?. sighs agn. ):

really being very depressed now. feeling of dying. killing myself by jumping off a building or what-so-ever.
then,a lot of problems can be solved. i just dont wan him to be unhappy.
it hurts me alot whenever i sense that
hes trying very hard to hide his emotions from me.
my heart is tearing,very badly.
no one knows. i'hv been crying almost everyday.
i wasnt happy at all,except for times when im with him.
but,he just dont know it hurts me that much
when i sees him being upset. )':

thats it. not going to post until my mood gets better.

LOVE-S my dearest wholeheartedly forever.

hes my one & only boy.

i ❥ him,even if the world stops turning.

smuacks*

2007-02-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

worried

today suddenly woke up at at 6+ & saw dear's msg. which was received at 1151. ): so replied him inmediately once i saw the msg. but think dear was slping. so waited for him & fell asleep agns. at bout 8+ woke up agn & started to call him. his phone was on but hes slping. so i waited patiently for dear to wake up lorhs. then,miracle-ly dear called me at 0906 in the morning. then we washed up & then called dear once he finishes his bath. then,i ask him to hold on awhile while i mop the floor. hais~. then bout 10 mins later i called him back. cause didnt want him to be stuck to the phone for so long.

then,awhile later dear reach my blk. so i went down to bring him up & just nice,saw jordan,gavin,chongen & wangan. they are heading to tiowee's house to gamble lorhs. lols. then dear came up & started to play with my sis. dear funny larhs. use the sweets to juggle around,acting lyk a clown. { thats what he says } :X. then after a short while hs came. so we went down to bring her up. { she STM,thought i live on the 9th floorth. } then we ate the fried beehoon which was cooked by my mummy. then they didnt wanna help themselves to the food so i help them lorhs. a bowl full of beehoon. then i only ate one mouth. lalalas~. they both were being driven crazy by my sis larhs. eat one mouth laugh five mins. lols. then after finishing their beehoon,they played with my sis for awhile agn then we went off to sherman's house.

walked to his house with dear & hs. km & wangan was behind us cause they forgotten to take their oranges. so they went back to tiowee's house to get their oranges while we walked to sherman's house lorhs. then when we reach the blk the guys were laming around. lols. dear hide in a corner then wanted to scare the other two. hahas. the they lame around with each other larhs. we reached sherman's house then just nice his parent going out. so only left us lorhs. &,dear sat beside me then we ... hahas. :X bout 1,we came back to fajar & went to tiowee's house. his parents so warm sia. they so open. still ask if tiowee got stead in sch anot. hahas. then dear & i hug around they also dont care. :X nice parents. (:

then we stayed in there for bout 5 hours. just plain watching tv. hahas. then his dog,apple,kept on barking. so at first hs dont dare go inside. hahahas. then at around 3+ barhs,hs & jw went downstairs mac to help buy food. then once agn,i saw dear eating infront of me. (: but after awhile,dear began to show his tiredness lerhs. he was lying on my shoulder & watching tv mahs. then he was starting to close his eyes,& letting his mind rest. then i was so worried larhs. he so tired lerhs but still dont wan let me know. hes just so nice to me. so today whole day we were sticking to each other lyk glue. lols. i just simply loves him so much. hes my dearest boy forever. i
❥ him so much. smuacks*. ^^ &,my mum says that dear is sooooo tall. taller then me by one head. lols. of course larhs. dear 171 leas. her daughter me,160 also haven reach wors. ):

hmms. btw,back to topic. dear sent me home at 6+ then he went home. so worried bout him. he just look so unwell. im so worried. ): hais~. hope that he'll be fine after a night's slp barhs. kks,off to slp now lerhs. if not tml cannot wake up on time. thats all for today. bye folks!.

❥-ing my dearest hubby tons & tons.

hes my boy,now && forever.

i just simply loves him so much.

smuacks* (:

2007-02-19T18:36:00.000+08:00

SMILE! :D

woke up quite late today. at 930+. than headed off to my uncle's house. then came back at 12+. started my room's 'spring cleaning' after i reach home. cause tml dear's coming to my house. arhhhhs~!. so clearing here & there. moving things out from my room & all those. while cleaning up felt quite giddy larhs. lyk walk also cannot see clearly. sit down rest awhile ok agn.

so finish clearing everything,including my super untidy + messy study table at 530++. hahas. then chatted with dear for awhile. then he off to watch tv. so came online to see whose online lorhs. just nice wangan added me. so we chat lorhs.

tml dear & hs coming my house. take ang bao lerhs eat lunch then heading to sherman's house. sherman funny. at first say dear,hs,wangan & i can go his house derhs. then just now sms me say if dear not bringing the disk ask dear no need go tml le. walao eh. then i tell him if dear not going then i also dun wan go lerhs. i just wanna be with my dear for one whole day cannot ar?. hais. ):

misses & misses & misses. ): LOADS & LOADS & LOADS OF MISSES for my dearest. sobs. cant wait till tml. playing minesweeper with siang now. bust. so,ta-tas.

❥-ing my dearest forever.

hes my boy,now & forever.

smuacks*. i love him.

2007-02-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

added song lerhs. (:

you make me wanna,by elva hsiao.

enjoy it people.

ta-tas.

i love my dearest,forever.

hes my boy now && forever.

smuacks*

2007-02-17T17:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR,新年快乐!

tho its new year eve

hmms. changed another skin again lerhs. ت lalalas~. this time,illusions. muahahas. pink pink skin. nice. heh heh.

i hate new year eve luhs!. well,whatever. anyway,here wishing everyone 新年快乐~.

hope that dear will have a happy happy new year barhs. (: smile everyone. hahs. really looking forward to tues,tha day when dear & i will visit hs's house. lalalas~. smuacks*. loves him forever. well,kkays,ta-tas.

❥-ing my dearest WHOLEHEARTEDLY,now && forever.

i love him.

smuacks**.

2007-02-16T17:47:00.000+08:00

RAINING CATS & DOGS.

dear didnt attend school today. ): cause hes tired barhs. {i guess} so went to school alone as usual. & had english & emaths. {should be chinese derhs.} well,then after that got concert. this year's concert sucks man~. so not nice. except for the chinese & malay drums part. the opera & mass singing part really bo liao larhs. hope that tha concert can end soon. & finally it came to an end.

then went to fajar mac with an. (: first time since tha start of 2007 that i sat inside mac & eat with her. touched barhs. ^^ muahahas. after that we {hs,an & me} agreed that we'll eat out tonight together. our first ladies night together. lalalas~. :P & dear is spending tha night with his guys too. hahas

going to bathe in a min. then go out to meet hs & an lerhs. well,going to visit ah siang's house on tues,tha 20feb. going with my dearest wors. ^^ so excited. looking forward to that day. hahas. but we going with someone larhs. my dearest good frewn. kakas. make a guess. whos tha mysterious guy. muahahahas. :X

hmms. ok larhs. going bathe now. if not later late lerhs hs nag at me. :P kakas. ta-tas. maybe post agn later when im back. (: cyas.

❥-ing my dearest,now && forever.

i adore-s him loads. (: smuacks*

2007-02-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL

today okok barhs. started off the day with english. wrote an english essay. about tha late arrival thingy then caused serious trouble derhs,for three periods. &,thanks azyan for tha choco. (: then Emaths. drew graphs & graphs & graphs. hais~. ): then had recess. but didnt went to tha canteen. cause memorising points for S.S. &,i took a lil peep of dear. hahs. :P after a short lil while,the bell went off. ): my only time to peep at him,gone. hais~.

so went back to class & had the test. not fair larhs. i haven finish writing the last point then ms rafiya ask us to stop writing. this time die for sure lerhs. sobs~. right after S.S was chinese. while standing outside E1,waiting for mrs chua to come out,i saw dear going off for his match. so secretly wished him luck in winning. hees. (: then chinese. the terrible period of the day. stood for the whole hour. sians~. cause loads of ppl walking all about in the class. then ms cheong angry. also not our fault. so stood for the whole 2 period lorhs. lk damn funny larhs. shirt dun wan tuck in properly. then ms cheong pull his shirt up & tada,we saw his under garment. lols. then ms cheong still say wan see what brand he wearing. hahahas. :X

after that went back to class for Amaths. alison came in & gave me a hug. thanks. (; she says shes helping her son giving me a hug. lols. so should i call her mummy too?. :X well,after that,ms leow announced the marks for tha Amaths level test. ^^ i'hv gotton 27 out of 30. yeahs!~. i finally got a good grade for Amaths. but,his is just pure coincidence larhs. maybe i heng heng get this mark i also dunno. im confirm that the teacher has calculation error derhs. cause no reason i get so high without studying for tha test larhs. im not being sarcastic. think anyway you want. i cannot control your minds & thoughts.

came home with dear just now. &,aron followed us all the way back. walk halfway then he remembered that today is V.day. =='''' he so slow. if not big occasion,why today in school everyone recieving presents?. funny leas. at first wanted to buy choco for dear derhs. but his match end at around 5. by tha time im seeing him is 6. so scared that tha chocos will melt. so didnt buy anything for him. sry wors dear. but you know i still love you loads derhs. (: smuacks*

well,going to finish up my Amaths textbook qns & revise Emaths for tml's test. so,thats all barhs. bye guys. ^^

❥-ing dear forever.

hes my boy,now && forever.

i love him. smuacks** (:

)'X

2007-02-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

)'X
i miss my dear loads.

2 days since i last saw him. hais~. tml maybe whole day cannot see him. morning guess his mum will send him to school. recess not same time. after school i got Emaths. hais~. )'X i really miss him so much. but,i have nowhere to vent my thoughts. its really so vexing. feel lyk crying out loud. how i wish he was here for me,to lend me his shoulder. but...

forget it. maybe closing this blog soon too. creating a brand new one. but,not going to link anyone or asking anyone to link me lerhs. its gonna be private. thats all barhs.

❥-ing dear forever.
hes my boy,now && forever.
i love him. smuacks**

2007-02-10T20:25:00.000+08:00

today,woke up early in the morning at 8. soooo early. sians~. then at 10+ called dear. he just woke up. then he tell me that hes not going to find his maths cher lerhs. cher not free. then he also not going tuition cause cher also not free. that means hes free from tuition until the week after new year. yipee~. (: happy for him.

chuckles* than after that went out to bangkit with my mum. buy high heel shoes for handbells lorhs. lazy go too far. cause sun soooo damn big larhs. make me feel lyk hiding into a salon where theres air-con. =='''' well,bought a pair of black high heels. $20+. i shouldnt have bought my new year shoes so early. if not,i could save up to $20 for other things luhs. )': heartache*.

then,walked around & discovered a shop. dunno what name iszit. went inside & saw loads of clothes. all the clothes there are nice. (: but in the end,bought only one. with a crown by the side derh top. $14.90. then after that walked around agn. bought a pair of ear-rings. then bought a hand-held bag. for new year derhs. ^^

after that,it was about 2+ lerhs. so came home,with my cousins. & watched zhong ji yi ban lorhs. then my dad came home & snatched the com. =='''' childish. so bo bian. let him use while i go eat. ate mi fen. (: nice nice,yummy yummy. chuckles*. :D then after awhile came back to argue with him. but,he still didnt wanna le me use luhs. ): sad nurhs. then went downstairs with mummy agn. awhile later daddy also came down. =='''' so we went to greenridge shopping centre walk walk lorhs. {cause sis 8 then come back from girls scouts marhs.}

then walked &,bought a top agn. hees. ^^ . white top. the texture very smooth. but the fabric a lil too thin larhs. that auntie says its korean stuff. so a lil exp. should be $25.90 derhs. but she sold it to us at $15. nice auntie hurhs. (: grins*.

then went to kfc with daddy & mummy. they ate pieces of chicken while i only ate that coleslaw {spelt wrongly}. on a diet. :P hahas. but alot of auntie says that im too skinny,not nice. must have abit flesh. i do have alot of flesh. but they are gather-ed at my cheeks there. ): hais. but my neighbour says im size okok. no need too much flesh. lols. diff auntie say diff thing. funny. when i a lil fleshy,they say i too fat. now i a lil skinny,they say i too skinny. wah liao,everything also wan give comment derh lerhs. =='''' sian diaos~.

well,i miss my dear dear. if he was here with me,how good will it be. hais~. but i cannot say anything larhs. hes treating me super nice lerhs. at least he cares about me yerhs. (: so long as hes happy,i'll live contented-ly lerhs. im living for his sake. & not living for the sake of living. i also dunno what im trying to express. but,thats what came to my mind while im typing all these out. ^^. well,thats all folks. ta-tas~.

hes my boy,now && forever.

❥-ing him even if the world stops turning.

i meant it.

♡ HIM forever. smuacks*

2007-02-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

HATRED~

idiot.

~~hateing myself for being who im.~~

~~everyone,hate me will you?.~~

~~tired & depressed.~~

2007-02-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

HATRED

i hate that person

yesterday {07feb}

changed our seats during cme period. then so lucky,got to sit at the back. =='''' near the back door. sians~. sometimes lk walk past then talk so loud lorhs. so distracting. but close that stupid door behind there become so dark. kaos~. ):

then had cca after school lorhs. dear went for his match during his homeecons lesson. & there goes my cake. )': sobs. well,how i hope to eat a cake with dear on V.day. ): but,guess he wont ever rmb when is V.day barhs. forget it. ):

then dear waited for me agn. hes just so nice. (: smuacks**. hearts him nurhs. then we came home together lorhs. thats all.

today { 08feb}

didnt met with dear to go school ause his mum woked up lerhs. ): but nvm larhs. used to it. dont make him feel sry better. so long as hes happy,i'll be happy. then had Amaths for the first 2 periods following by chinese. ting xie agns. ): kaos~. this time no fail also just pass lerhs. so many words dunno how to write. then asked jw zhou wen how to write. she asked me tao how to write. hais~. die le die le.

then after that had p.e. its soooo damn boring larhs. almost noon time when we are having p.e. & the cher ask us to stand in the field,run touch that idiotic thing & run back. last 1 will have to do 10 push-ups. =='''' so hs & i walked. didnt feel lyk running. that cher beep! at us. sians~. so ran a lil. then walk back at the end. rubberband coming off marhs. so hs & i did the push-ups lorhs. thanks hs. if not i alone sure sian diaos derhs. ):

then had to play frisbee { spelt wrongly } under the hot sun. its lame. lyk a bunch of dogs running & playing with that idiotic 'plate'. but the guys are soooo entu. dont know why. =='''' & finally,it was recess. but stayed in class during recess. didnt feel lyk eating. then,during chem,had mild gastric. wanted to ask an acc me to canteen to eat after school but she busy larhs. =='''' so went down to bookshop on my own to but graph paper. & went up to class. luckily dear called me. (: his Amaths remedial was postpone to tml. so hes free today. yeahs~. &,i wont have to be alone after all. smuacks*. hes the best. ^^ then he have to finish up his SS before 3. so acc him in his class till 3++ & we walked to staff room together to hand in his SS & my Amaths.

after that,we went to my class & play. lols. i wanted to off the lights but he didnt want. so he chased me around & i did it too. hahas. fun (: then,we played with water. ^^. made him so wet. sry~. cause he had water on his hand & he placed it on my back. then my back was so wet. a palm print. hahas. so i made a palm print on him too. then causing him to be so wet luhs. ):

afraid that he would catch a cold. then,we played with his jacket. lols. we too childish lerhs. play with these & those. { plural } XP then finally came home. cause asidah & friends are in class marhs. then so weird larhs. 2 of us with a group of people. so came home lorhs. (:

watching 終極一班 now. that yan ya lun so cute. hahas. abit cool cool type. lols. lame larhs. kks. off to watch 終極一班 lerhs. ta-tas. (:

i ❥ dear forever.

hes my boy,now && forever. smuacks*

2007-02-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

decided to post.

but still a lil moodless yerhs.

well,today had bio practical in lab. cutting potato for the whole morning. then squeezing the bottle of whatever concentration into that petri dish. its so yucky. a lil sticky & it kept on dripping down while i was filling the petri dish larhs. =='''

then was bout 10 mins late for physics. & phew,today was just 30 mins for his class. following by geog. that cher nvr come!. so had 2 free periods. but need to finish up 5 pages of the workbook first larhs. then Emaths cher also nvr come. & guess what?!. during those 2 periods,e2,e3,e4's chers all nvr come. so the 3 classes were having 'party' outside larhs. hahas. everyone playing outside. then got relief cher also lyk no cher. everyone hack care her lorhs. lols. after that got chinese & english. these 2 subjects' lesson pass by soooo quickly. (:

what the hell iszit now?!. kaos~. stupid driver downstairs pressing that idiotic horn. arghs. =='''' hees. reading i weekly now. & yes,darren is the projectsuperstar for the second season lerhs. (: hahas. hes far better than diya. but her unplug is nice. zhi fei ji. (: darren's unplug also nice. whats that song. lemme recall. think is what 寂寞的季节 derhs. hahs.

花樣少年少女 is gonna start showing on the 15. yays~. & after 3 days,its new year!. muahahas. :P so excited bout new year coming. cause thats the first break after out 1mth++'s studying. lalalas~. happy happy. ^^

dear sent me home just now. but didnt let him come up with me. sry. ): at first didnt want him to send me back derhs. cause later he have to walk a big big round back home. but he insisted on sending me back. so well,ok. then we sat at the void-deck for awhile then he say want come up with me & he was bout to walk into the lift i surrendered. cause i didnt wanna come home. :P bleahs. so he threaten me. then i guai guai come home lorhs. called him just now. (: then after 3 mins+ he reached home lerhs. so i hang the call lorhs.

& den,now im typing everything out. hahas. today think theres no homework. phews. finally one day no have homework. but then think weekend can die lerhs. overdosage of homeworks. hahas. kk,enough for today. gtg now. ta-tas~.

i ❥ him forever. smuacks smuacks**.

he'll be my boy,now & forever.

2007-02-03T09:26:00.000+08:00

changed song.

183 club's song. quite nice. wanted to find the part where qiao en & yu rong sang together but dun have leas. thats a more romantic version larhs. cause duet marhs. but this one original derhs. (:

watching 花樣少年少女 now. gonna finish all the homeworks later. so now rest awhile first. got quite alot homework need to finish. feeling quite moodless now. kkays. wont be updating anymore until i have more ' mood ' barhs. thats it. last post. tatas.

i really ❥ my dear loads. smuacks**.

hes my boy now,&& forever.

2007-02-02T21:29:00.000+08:00

bored.

feeling damn bored now. dont feel lyk doing homework cause theres a whole truck of homework. but maybe not that much yerhs. nvr go see. but,as much as i rmbed.

homeworks to be completed

: chinese zhou ji

: chinese compo

: chinese ting xie on mon

: physics workbook

: 3 Emaths worksheets

i think thats all barhs. (:

din talk much in school today. totally moodless. but after dear came to find me,i began to talk more and more. & kept laughing over that cake issue. hahs. dear also kept on laughing larhs. its funny. then we sat in e2 for bout 1 and half hours?. then we move to sit in e3. hahas. then went back to e2 after bout 30 mins.

then we bo liao so we watch the npcc marching downstairs. { looking down to the first floor cause we were at the fourth storey. } the saw xian & jin wah. they had to shout out the command or something derhs. so chan. then dear kept on laughing. lols. hes just laughing & laughing. considered non stop barhs. after that when we walking back to e2,i told him that in 16 more days,chinese new year will arrive. then he suddenly pop a qn out. "new year come my house lea" i was quite shock larhs. suddenly ask that qn. but not first time he ask me go his house lerhs. well,whatever. hahahas. but very weird larhs. go his house cannot call my name. later his mama scold. so better dun wan barhs. (: dun wan hai dear dear bei ma.

okayys,back to topic. we went back class then after awhile the uncle came & lock the door. so we both slowly walk down the stairs and then he went home while i went for cca. when i sa him walking towards the gate,i felt so sorry. cause everytime when i need him,he will accompany me home but whenever he needs me,im always not by his side. ): im sorry,dear. zhen derh hen 对不起~.

well,went for cca & it was the juniors batch. commitee members must stay back to help out marhs. hais~. so poor me lorhs. then while they were learning the basics,mrs chua ask all the seniors out. then we were talking near 4e2. then theres this dancer. she was walking with her head turning towards the scouts { which were behind us } & then guess what?. she walked & bang into that wall pole and repelled back. lols. i know its bad to laugh at ppl but the way she walk into the pole is really funny larhs. even mrs chua also laughed. so im not the only evil one. XP

then came home and msged dear just now. hes playing bball now. so have to wait for him to finish playing then can talk to him agn. hais~. i really simply adore him so much. simply ❥ him more then loving myself. he comes first before anything. (: cause' hes important to me. smuacks**.

i ❥ dear forever. smuacks**.

2007-02-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

miss-es him
really missing him so much.
wonder what hes doing now.
wonder if hes having fever but not intending to let me know.
wonder if he had had his dinner.
wonder if hes feeling unwell.
i wonder if i wonder...

❤-ing him now && forever.

2007-02-01T17:36:00.000+08:00

worried

worried bout dear. hais~. he seem to be having fever juat now while we were in class. his forehead so warm larhs. somemore he having headache. ): so forced him to swollow that panadol. dont wan him fall sick marhs. im so worried bout him larhs. hais~.

no mood in doing anything now. however,quite busy at the moment. watching 花樣少年少女,doing chemistry workbook & of course,typing this out.

gotten back our Emaths test lerhs. at least i passed. (: relieved. &,had Amaths test today. its terribly done. left question 3 blank cause no time to finish. then anyhow did question 1,2 & 5. question 4 was the only question i knew how to do. hais~. ): pray that i wont fail this time barhs. &. i did study for it during the morning assembly.

just now after school,dear kept tickling me larhs. :D lols. its sooo ticklish. then we stood by the windows & let the wind blow. then i was telling him that im hungry { course recess nvr eat } then ask him to cook for me. XP hahas. but of course,he din larhs. then he say that next week,they { homeecons batch } are going to bake cakes. yumms~. ^^ then i ask him bake le let me try. lols. :P then he said ok. yays~. gonna try the cake that dear's gonna bake. muahahas. then i asked him if it was the cake that he "bake" in toilet. lols. { who knows if he meant by that cake larhs. } then we kept laughing. hahas. cause its really funny. then i ask if the cakes are rock cakes cause new year always eat those derh marhs. then felt that those "cakes" are quite similar to rock cakes. then,we were laughing & laughing agn. HAHAHAS~.

today dear's in his best mood. first time see him so happy. smuacks**. really ❥ him loads. hes just sooo nice to me. everyday after school accompany me. he feeling sick still come to school. simply adore him luhs. ((:

kk larhs. just wan dear to stay healthy & happy forever. (: cause i really ❥ him loads. smuacks smuacks**. got to finish up chem now. ta-tas~.

❥ dear forever. smuacks**

2007-01-31T19:39:00.000+08:00

agn~.

Amaths test tml agn.

sians. tml Amaths test agn lerhs. hais~. pray hard that i wont get as bad as the first class test barhs. ): hais~. hope my prayers will be answered.

today think bball won their match agn lerhs. they are proceeding to the second round for the first time since they played. { i heard it from dear derhs. } hahs. this year zss derh bball team so li hai. first time get into second round. lols. :P

tonight i will have more time to study for the test tml. cause i'hv completed the physics workbook's questions ytd in school lerhs. (: thanks to dear,for being late in meeting me after school. so i took the time & finished it. woohs~. hahas.

& our Emaths teacher bluff-ed us. ytd she said that she would return the level test back to us today . & as i said earlier,she didnt. hais~. i just wanna know if i failed or pass. hope wont fail barhs. cause this test 60% of CA leas. if fail CA Emaths overall sure fail lerhs. ): sobbs.

still need to wait for a period of time before we can change the chinese classes. i wan to 'drop' down lea. but,the other classes also seemed abit boliao derh lea. hais~. just hope E3's chinese cher comes back from his NS faster. den we get to change our classes lerhs. (: lalalas~. E4 seems nice. cause ms phay is the cher marhs. lols. :P

dear waited for me after my cca agn. every wed he always waits for me derhs. ♡ him sooo much. smuacks**. but,he waited alone. ): so poorthing. dont wan him to wait alone. hais~. really sry. make him waited so lonely for me. im sry. 对不起. )):

kkays. enough for today's post. ta-tas~.

ii ♡ HIM* forever. smuacks**

2007-01-30T19:05:00.000+08:00

sians~.

doing Emaths worksheet now. later still must finish Amaths's corrections. siao,so many corrections need to do larhs. as if we got no other homework. ==''''' heng my chinese textbook finish lerhs. if not tonight must rush rush rush through lerhs. hais~. ):

dear sent me until my blk here jus now. he so sweet wan send me to my door. lols. but i dun wan larhs. cause later he must walk down and back to him blk agn. he will tired derhs. so dun wan lorhs. then called him to chat with him until he reaches home. (: ❤ him soooo much. smuacks**

then tml got cca agn. &,suay enough,fri the commitee members have to stay back for the sec one junior batch. hais~. its gonna be boring. must serve them from head to toe. everything must do by ourselves lorhs. count on the sec ones,fat hope larhs. thurs there will be Amaths quiz agn. kaos~. every week also got test,quiz derhs. give us a break cans?. really hoping that chinese new year will come faster. ^^ really stressed out. everyday so used to carrying heavy bag home larhs. then today bag so light then tot wad happen. lols.

tml carrying heavy,thick Amaths textbook to school agn. sians larhs~. ): finially,im left with 2 questions of Emaths worksheets BUT still left with 9 questions of Amaths textbook corrections need to do. HAIS~~~.

i miss dear loads. )): really miss him so much. hais~. hope tml their bball match can win barhs. (: so far think they won 2 matches out of 3 lerh barhs. hees. jia you lo.

kk,ta-tas. i ❤ dear forever. smuacks**

2007-01-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

depress-ed.

hais. just moody. there are some things that i dont have to say out. people can see for themselves. we are drifting further apart.

*p.s : its not bout dear & me. (:

well. this skin,colour very light. hais. not very nice. but no skin nicer then this lerhs. bo bian. missing dear now. X'( i miss him loads. why do schools close during weekends?. why are there no school during weekends?. i wanna see him. arghs. you can simply ignore my rantings. just feeling moody and had nowhere to let it out. this is what blogs are for right?. arghs. anything. whatever it is. my mood is getting more & more sucky.

whatever!

having slight headache & slight fever. eyes damn pain also. f*ck. it worsens my mood. well at least i get to talk to dear on phone for awhile { 2 mins+ }. i really miss him badly. & i dont care. tml morning if we gets to go to school together,im gonna stay by his side until classes starts. fan zhen everytime go school also being p.s. whatever larhs!.

damn sucky mood now. dont comment on this post kks?. cause there is no point commenting. considering of taking that darn tagboard out. just damn freaking moody larhs. ending now. if not,you can expect me to throw everything within my reach onto the floor lerhs.

i ❤ HIM forever. smuacks**.

2007-01-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

skin changed

on tewnty-sevenofjanuary2oo7

2007-01-27T12:47:00.000+08:00

FLU-ing now

searching for skins. sians~. not much nice skins availble in blogskins now. hais. &,im having flu. =='''' it isnt raining or very windy,but,im having a flu. sian diao larhs. so damn slppy. slept at around 11+ ytd night. & woke-d up at 8+ in the morning. a few hours of slp per day can kills. &,its starting to rain lerhs. ==''''

yesterday

went to school as per normal den had Add maths test lorhs. fail lerh larhs. get 4/10. sians~. den did summary for english. and had group work during SS. its totally boring believe it or not is up to eww. the other groups are having loads of fun,but doesnt seem so for us.

then after handing the piece of work we are suppose to finish up we are allowed to leave school lerhs. then after school accompanied dear to place his english comprehension paper inside ms kuek's pigeon hole. then walk all the long way back to his class. then he finish all his homeworks lorhs. then after that got one idiotic auntie. kao ehh. chase us away from the class larhs. so we went off to other benches to sit marhs. i shun bian study for monday's chem test. then she walk walk walk,lyk purposely wan to chase us away derh larhs. >P idiot. then we sat at the bench on the thrid floorth,end there. can see bball court there. then she come kbkb us agn. ==''''' then still got face ask why we at there. she blind iszit? cannot see the file on the bench arhs?. kb~. we sit there she kb so much for wad?. disturb dao her iszit? =='''' hate that idiotic auntie. dun let me see eww agn.

well,back to topic. after that idiotic auntie went off,dear changed into his bball jersey and had to go off for his training. so i stood there lorhs. stand until bout 350 den slowly walk down to training room there. then after awhile dear told me that his training was cancelled. cause raining quite heavily marhs. & he so good,wait for me for bout 2 hours. so touched. awww. love him so much. (: smuacks**. then we took lrt back lorhs. and,the story continues....

hahas. lazy to type out everything larhs. and thses few days had been meeting dear at night. lols. revise for tests and all those. hope that he will pass his chem test wif flying colours barhs. (:

homeworks to be completed over the weekends

: physics workbook.

: 3 emaths worksheets.

: chinese xi zi.

tests to study for over the weekends

: chemistry test { chap 5 & 6 }

tats all. ta-tas~.

i ❤ him forever. & today is our eighth month. ^^ smuacks**.

2007-01-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

feeling sick. ):

having a swollen left eye,flu and cough. the flu and cough bugs had found their way to me. sians~. making me so slppy. &,so cold.

today thought that mr sng will attire check. who knows he jus wanna have a view of our ez-link card. hweesiang must be damn damn angry barhs. cause she whole dat settling her nails. removing her nail polish and cutting her nails. she so pro. use pen knife to remove the nail polish.

had a quiz on Emaths { indices } today during class. sians~. sure fail derh. cause all nvr simplify. hais. hope that ms ang wun ask me stay back remedial barhs. =='''' i do until very rush lorhs. all dunno how to do. then must think think think. think until almost cannot finish that quiz. 20 mins,bout 12 questions?. around that number of questions larhs. sian derh lorhs. i dun even know got quiz until cher give out paper. =='''' she write on board i nvr see & of course,cannot see. eye sight not very good.

pek chek larhs. feeling so moody. jus lyk aiya,dunno how to say larhs. do what also no mood. watch comedy also cannot laugh that type lorhs. thats the best way i can put in words lerhs.

finish doing Emaths worksheets. that indices worksheet and money exchange worksheet. okok barhs. jus learn can absorb. but hat indices derhs,cannot. osmosis and diffusion doesnt take place at all. sian larhs. i wan tuition can marhs?. arghs. ever since got into sec school,all the tuition courses stopped. hais. i wan Emaths tuition!.

well well,nvm. guess i can only struggle by myself barhs. too stupid le,no one knows how to teach a pig barhs?. if there is any ppl who knows how to communicate with a pig,kindly tag me at my tagboard down there. ----> thanks you.

kk,tml theres bio,maths AND chinese agn~. sian diaos. ta-tas.

i ♥♥ HIM forever. *smuacks~~~. (:

2007-01-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

today is the 21 of jan lerhs. (: so fast,3weeks of the new year had passed by. & 3 days later,my sis is gonna be away from home for bout 3 days? cause shes gonna have her primary five camp. (: hees. & yays~. im gonna have the room to myself. no sis's naggings bout what show to watch or whatsoever for 3 days. woosh-es~. lalalas~. im bad yerhs?. sis going camp i still here,kinda celebrating. lols. first time shes gonna leave mama for so long nurhs. poorthing hurhs. :P

hahas. waiting for 花樣少年少女 to finish loading before i can watch it. episode 8. so long nvr go youtube watch lerhs. guess the last episode which was being loaded was episode 10? my guess is probably not accurate. hahs. cause anyhow guess derh marhs. lols~.

well,maybe changing skin soon. not sure. cause recently crown background derh skin so many ppl using. so maybe changing skin during next weekend barhs. not very sure. cause everyday reach home bout 5++ to 6++. then still must finish trucks of homeworks given on that day. by the time i finish struggling with everything,its bout 10+. sians~. then everynight cannot sleep. have to count sheeps till 11++ then the following day gotta get up at around 6. 1 day 7 hours or less of sleep. cannot tahan. then weekends wake up at bout 8+. sian derh larhs. wanna sleep also cannot fall asleep. =='''' everyday 11++ sleep,early early wake up. robot also need a rest derh marhs. really hope we'll have a holi soon. hahs. maybe bring forward Chinese New Year?. lols. thats a great but lame idea yerhs.

kk,花樣少年少女 finished loading lerhs. off to watch it lerhs. ta-tas.

*花樣少年少女 will be shown on channel U. starting from either 14 or 15 of Feb. catch it if eww lyk it. (:

i ♥ HIM forever. smuacks* 사랑해요

2007-01-19T20:01:00.000+08:00

homeworks to be completed over the weekend :

-~~physics workbook~~

-~~physics worksheet~~

-biology powerpoint

-chinese worksheet

-~~E maths worksheet~~

-read chapter 6.4 of chemistry textbook

guess thats all for the weekends barhs. kks,ta-tas.

i ♥ HIM forever. smuacks*

2007-01-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

17jan

met dear in the morning den went to skul wif him. (: hees. then sat in his class wif him until bell ring lorhs. then went down to parade square wif him for flag-raising when the bell rings. at first wan go down wif hs derhs. but then ........... forget it. say lerh if that person see then sure say derhs. well,forget it. than after that had our classes. then after skul dear come find me so we stayed in e2 cause i doing my hw marhs. do do do,halfway lk and his gang came in. ==''''' than that allson {spelt correctly?} keep singing that line,wad my darling derhs. lol. then he was taking off the buttons of his shirt larhs. kaos~. then all their gang came. then dear was talking to me then they dunno wan do wad. lame derhs. then bout 330 they went off lorhs. dunno go where. one come all come. one go all go. lols.

then after that dear changed to his jersey then he went for his training while i went for my prac. (: then he told me before that his training ends at 530. mine ends at 6 marhs. then when i was bout to leave that training room,dear msg-ed me and ask me where i was. then was shock when he told me he still in skul larhs. cause that time was bout 610 lerhs. so we hurried lorhs. than when he reached home,he fall asleep. so cute larhs. :P

18jan

today dear woked up late,cause ytd had his training marhs. so today dindt meet him to go skul lorhs. then had pe for first period. "ran" our 2.4 distance. lol larhs. it was supposely to be run but most of the gals walk the whole 2.4 larhs. hahas. then went back skul and had awhile of free games. captains ball for gals. then dunno is soccer or bball for guys. ours were boring. after awhile went back class had our amaths,recess,emaths. then physics... its so damn boring larhs. kao ehh. almost fell asleep when mr phua was crapping bout that vernier caliper thingy. sians~. then finally,it was the last class for the day,social studies. so-so lorhs. the cher dunno why 130 jiu went off lerhs. then a relieve cher came in. he was talking bout the wan Sinhalese and Tamils from India thingy lorhs. then i finished my bio workbook while he was talking. and now,i have 1 homework lesser to finish over the weekends lerhs. (:

came back with dear bout 2 hours ago. love him. smuack* :P

homeworks for the weekends:

-.bio powerpoint slides

-.physics workbook

-.physics worksheets

-.E maths worksheet

thats all for today. (: ta-tas~.

i ♥ HIM forever. smuacks*

2007-01-15T19:50:00.000+08:00

hmms. changed skin agn. sians~. cause that skin dunno why cannot view. so changed to this one lorhs. same blogskinner as the previous skin.

today bio,almost get scolding larhs. cause jia hui nvr buy her bio wb den we {hs and me} had to acc her go down bookshop after taking ours from class lorhs. then when we got back,mrs chua was standing at the door there,waiting for us. lols. den she say we come back sit 1 min bell ring can go back class lerhs. :P

then today lifeskills did that AVK test?. then my highest sorce was for B. guess is that picture thingy derh barhs. not sure. hees. then dear's was C. that practise makes perfect thingy. lol.

thats all barhs. lazy post lerhs. kk. ta-tas~.

i ♥ HIM forever. & i mean it. smuacks*

2007-01-12T21:19:00.000+08:00

changed skin~. (:

hees. black and white agn. lalalas~. lol. not very funny. haha. k larhs. off to watch hua yang shao nian shao nu lo. ta-tas.

i ♥ him forever. smuacks*

2007-01-12T19:36:00.000+08:00

DELETED THE OTHER BLOG~

cause think i'hv isolated that blog. so delete it lorhs. (: hmms. searching for skins now. bored~. now rarely got time for blogging lerhs. cause everyday so busy,so many homeworks. heng ytd finished chemistry { 8pages } then just now finished all the chinese worksheets zhuang lao shi gave. then still got physics worksheets haven finish yet. and english compo points miss kuek gave. then still got biology research haven print out. emaths worksheet,amaths worksheet. so many homeworks to finish during weekends. shen jing bing.

den tonight rest first lorhs. tml and sunday den finish up everything. { if possible } then later after change skin lerhs den go youtube watch hua yang shao nian shao nu barhs. not very sure. cause maybe not able to find any nice skins. tired of tis skin lerhs. long time no change lo.

today after skul met dear for half an hour. xian also came along cause think he waiting for rain to stop marhs. then after awhile dear went off for his amaths breaching { spelt correctly? } lorhs. while waiting for him,mathew,jinwah they all come in e2 sit sit. then they so shen jing larhs. come in crap. lol. a few mad guys. then after that dear came back from his amaths lerhs. den we sat inside class. haha. he showed me "magic" wors. :D funny~. he so cute lorhs. lols.

then he accompained me until 330 den he went home cause i had to stay back for my cca. reminded him to take his umbrella cause raining very very very heavily marhs. then he jiu go home lerhs. but before that when we walking down from 4th floorth,he say he wan go inside toilet,make his hair. lol. so we went to 3rd floorth de boys toilet. den i stand outside wait for him come out marhs. who knows he pull me inside larhs. then heng inside no ppl. if not so paiseh. then i wan revenge,wan push him into gals toilet de. but den i no strength. cannot even push him. haha. too bad lorhs. ): lol.

crapped too much lerhs. k larhs. i go search for skins lerhs. later changing skins. (: ta-tas.

i ♥ HIM forever. smuack*

2007-01-09T19:43:00.000+08:00

kao ehh~. wanna change skin but cant find any nice ones. ==''''''''' arghs~. fedd up. long time since i last posted. sians~. cause nth to post marhs. school's as boring as holis. almost everyday got maths. kaos. hate maths larhs. explain till so chim,cannot even understand at all. than english cher every lesson nvr come derhs. den got el jiu free period lorhs. chinese cher everyday late for 15mins. hais~. still got sci. chem,okok. physics,so bo liao derhs. bio,disgusting. ytd we cut a sheep's liver to observe de cells under a microscope marhs. wahh liao ehh. that liver outer layer harden lerh lorhs. den inside that liver so disgusting. yucks~. >P

still got SS. also abit bo liao. if got a combi that is geog and hist,i'll take it instead of SS and geog. its tooooooooooooo bo liao lerhs. not interested in world's affairs at all. ==''''''''''''' den geog okok lorhs. that cher 2 period can finish 2 chapter. fast lea. Amaths also ok lorhs. at least ms leow got ask if we understand anot. hais. why need so many sub lea?. prefer sec 2 sub to sec 3 subs. if can i also dun wan take bio lerhs. change to lit maybe better. lit lyk very fun lea. cause today we shared ITroom 2 with lit students marhs. den they so fun. keep laughing all those. unlike us. sian lorh. 2 whole periods sit down there,draw cells. hais~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. boring boring.

k larhs. too much craps. bye.

i ♥ him forever.

2006-12-25T10:54:00.000+08:00

one week nvr use com lerhs. cause com went for upgrading. lols. hmms. thurs went to buy clothes with hweesiang. at first also got an derhs. but she say her specs break into 2. cant see clearly. so cannot come out. ask her come out for dunno how many times lerhs. but she everytime cannot derh lorhs. hais. whatever.

then bought 2 tops. hweesiang help me choose derhs. she lyk my mum lorhs. help me choose choose choose. then ask me go try. still must come out let her see. really lyk my mama larhs. lols. :P

then fri went out with my mama. buy clothes agn. then walk until leg pain. cause nvr exersice marhs. lols. then bought one shirt and one shorts. aiya,walk here walk there,so tiring. sians~.

hmms. one week nvr update suddenly nth to say. hahas. oh ya. ytd dear called me. then we chat lorhs. then lk,aron and their gang all at his house. his brother's friend also all at their house. having christmas party. lols. so noisy larhs. then we caht half way aron snatch the phone from dear then say dear bei them bang jia. lols. lame derh lorhs. then awhile later lk also come talk to me. wan me throw one thousand inside mac's rubbishbin. lol larhs. aron say wan me throw yi bai wan lk wan me throw yi qian kuai. hahahas.

then chatted with dear until bout 1 he tired lerhs. so ask him go slp lorhs. :) dun wan him too tired. maybe meeting him tml. to finish up his holi homeworks. then wed meeting him after cca. hees. love him.

k larhs. enough updates. bye.

i ♥ him,forever.

2006-12-14T17:44:00.000+08:00

here im agn,crapping. :) lols. waiting for 我愛黑澀會 to finish loading. hahs. funny lorhs. laugh till headache lerhs. muahahas. XD its really damn funny. bout the part where Ella,吳尊,汪東城 and 唐禹哲 larhs. damn damn funny. :D HAHAHAs.

then slpt at 2++ in the morning,woke up at ard 8+. slpt for 5-6 hours only. cannot tahan. maybe nvr slp so few hours a day before barhs. guess dear also quite tired. hope that he took a nap in the afternoon lorhs. dont wan him too tired. :) after woke up at 8+,washed up and login msn. chatted with salty dardar for 2 hour+ { while watching tokyo juliet and eating breakfast. XP } then went off to meet hweesiang after bathing and kind of dried my hair. rushed down cause we were supposed to meet at 12 derhs. who knows she suddenly ask if can meet earlier. so rushed down,waited for her in mac lorhs. :) so nice of me to wait for her lorhs. { that time meet her in plaza she also late for 20mins+ } hweesiang nvr say thank eww wors. hahas. jk nia larhs.

so we headed to lot one for her breakfast. or rather lunch. hahas. went to food culture lorhs. then,something happened. its extremly paiseh derh lorhs. wonder if should post it in here. muahahas. k larhs,dun post in here better. later she kill me. :P so nice of me agn,to help u keep secret. after she finish her lunch,we went to library lorhs. she wan return books marhs*. hahas. so pei her return lerh then we go walk walk agn lorhs. walk here walk there. then she say wan go washroom. inside there she also said something paiseh and funny. lols. she always lyk that derhs. XP then walk walk agn. this time we went into ntuc. she wanted to buy sushi marhs. then her hand sooooo long wors. HAHAs.

then we suggest to come back to fajar while shes eating that sushi roll. finish lerh found out that her hand got dunno what cream. nvr see clearly. so came back mac to wash her hand lorhs. after washing we went to pasa-malam walk walk. nth much derhs. so we bought 2 cups of bird nest drink. i finished first. ^^ hs so slow nurhs. kekes. then we went back to mac,and i bought a strawberry sundae. :) nice nice. after finishing we crapped awhile more then went to second storey to buy foolscape and notebook**.

then suddenly heavy heavy rain larhs. she cannot go home. lols. so sit inside mac for awhile then she went back lorhs. cause think rain wont stop barhs. so she went home and i came back. :) came back and watched 我愛黑澀會 lorhs. starring the four main leads of 花樣少年少女. hahs. then while waiting i decided to post and crap in here. :P k larhs. bye for now. ta-tas.

!P.S

*that book she returned belongs to her sis. hs din borrowed any books. :P

**she bought her notebook and i bought my foolscape.

i love HIM* forever ♥

2006-12-13T20:16:00.000+08:00

hurmms. waiting for tokyo juliet to load. so decided to post. :) woke up at ard 10++ in the morning. cause ytd night chatt-ed with dear till bout almost 2am marhs. then came online lorhs. went to youtube to search for tokyo juliet but the search was unavailable lerhs. dont know wad happened to youtube lorhs. so go blogskins.com search for nice skins. awhile later jiu off com then rest awile.

bout 2 online agn. :P hahs. then mr salty dardar add me lorhs. so we chatt-ed. hahs. he wanted me to call him dardar. lol. cause he say he cannot stand others mushy infront of him. =='''''''' haiyos. cannot stand jiu sit larhs. hahaha. LAME LAME~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. XP cannot tahan myself.

so crapped with him for 2 hrs++ then he went off to his sweet dreams and i off to have my lunch-cum-dinner. :) hes lyk a child larhs. ask him to off then he ask me to off first. cause scared i lie to him,nvr offline. hahaha. funny sia. maddy boy. muahahas. :D then now think his side there should be morning 7+ or 8+ barhs. not very sure.

k larhs. crapped enough here. off to watch tokyo juliet lerhs. ta-tas.

i love HIM* forever. ♥

2006-12-12T15:03:00.000+08:00

finally can edit the temp for this blog lerhs. && of course,the background can finally be seen once agn. lols. after bout 2 days,my background can finally be seen lorhs. :( din know why yerhs.

well,ytd night chatted with dear agn. :) hugs && kisses*. hahs. he told me that his sis is gonna study in zhenghua. ==''''' kaos~. lyk that maybe we cant even go school together lerh lorhs. :( sad sad nurhs* hais. nvm barhs. must look on the brighter side. maybe this is a test to see if our relationship is strong enough anot. im sure it will be strong derhs. :) love him.

ytd watched 花樣少年少女 on youtube. but only can watch till bout episode 3. cause nobody upload marhs. quite nice. :) that show is bout ella and 吳尊. woots~. 吳尊 shuai nurhs. hahas. really lorhs. think ihis chinese not very good cause the way he speaks his lines is not so fluent { spelt wrongly }. hahs. lemme find some of him. hees.

finding in process..............................................................................................

hees. found some. lemme upload them.
uploading in process.........................................................................................

hahs. hmms. upload 2 barhs. cause still got bout 4 more lazy to upload. hahs. 吳尊 really damn shuai in the show larhs. he acts as an athelet { spelt wrongly agn barhs. } then he lyks ella,and ella lyks him. lols. really nice show. :) really hope that someone would upload the rest of the episodes on youtube lorhs. tokyo juliet also not bad. but also watch a part only lorhs. no one upload. :( hais.

k larhs. enough craps on 吳尊 lerhs. hahs. bye for now. ta-ta.

love him forever. ♥

2006-12-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

dont know whats wrong with the temp. cannot edit. =='''''' well,wadever. lazy to care bout this lerhs. :)

hmms. ytd changed the song. change to sin huey's new song,从台北到北京. think better than the previous song barhs. cause this one tempo quite fast. :) well,ytd night or can say is today morning. 1+ dear msg-ed me. then we chatt-ed awhile his phone jiu cannot send any msg out lerhs. :( but nvm barhs. at least dear got msg me. love him forever. hees. looking forward to school reopen. ^^ then jiu can everyday see him lerhs. hahs. although we not in same class. but still can meet him derh marhs.

english readers digest still haven finish yet. hais. must struggle lerhs. cause bout 20 more days school jiu reopen lerhs.

countdown : 20 days to school reopen.

hahs. 20 more days and i will be able to see dear once agn. :) excited. lols. but really looking forward to that day.

alrights. finished crapping. bye for now. ta-ta.

i love HIM*,forever

好想他.好爱他

2006-12-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

went back to school in the morning. cause handbells. then was told to tie that stupid banner. siao. sooo damn heavy larhs. then think we spent bout 30mins or so to get that stupid banner in place. ==''''''' tie till hand so pain. cause must make sure the banner sercures and stays in place marhs. then saw netball having training at parade square. then saw other school derh barhs. cause diff shirt marhs. after sercuring that banner,mrs chua called and ask us to go back ava room. so walked past judo corner. saw hweesiang. :) they were doing their warm up barhs. then saw her twisting her waist and counting from one to ten. then she was lyk,lols. she lyk wan laugh dont laugh lyk that. funny larhs. then think she paiseh barhs. hees.

then lovein {senior} received mrs chua's call agn. she ask us go back to the place where we tied our banner. then reach there,within five mins,was asked to go down. =='''''' kaos~. funny arhs?. go up and down up and down,tired derh lorhs. after that mrs chua handed us some posters. wan us to go paste around the school lorhs. so wanzhen and i go round the school. she even suggest us to go inside girls toilet to paste our posters. she mad lerhs. then polished our bells after we return to ava room lorhs. then bout 1130 we were allowed to leave. so i went to the playground outside our school lorhs. cause ytd promised dear will wait for him at there marhs. :) then waited for bout an hour or so,he finally came. hees. love him loads. then as usual,went to sit at the staircase there. then he lie on my lap,to slp. hahs. cause he tired marhs. hais,he so poorthing. hes lyk so damn tired larhs. :( then did our usual "stuffs". hahs. :P

then think i scared him. sry dear. im sry. but after awhile,we were lyk as if nothing had happened. smuacks*. love him loads and loads. then came back at around 3++ around 4. cause upstairs got someone washing floor marhs. then if we dont come back,think we really become luo tang ji lerh barhs. so came back. then in lrt he saw his bro's friend. chan lerhs. cause we holding hands marhs. then he saw. lols. then dear's eyes were so wide opened when he saw that friend of his bro. so cartoon. hahs.

hmms. then now think hes having dinner. :) love him. i know i'hv said it many times. bout,its my blog yerhs?. i just love to say it. its none of ewur business barhs. shoo off and mind ewur own business. :) ta-ta.

i love him,FOREVER.

2006-11-29T09:29:00.000+08:00

took my tagboard out for the time being. cause wanna change the color. but no time. hahs. changed the color of my skin agn. pink and white. actually i wanted to put pink and black derhs. but the background i used can only be pink and white marhs. so bo bian. pink and white lorhs. :(

ytd went to skul for handbells. then when we are shifting everything back to ava room,hs msged me. lols. ask if she can come find us marhs. then i say later we go find her lorhs. cause they closing ava room lerh marhs. so went down to the pond there and find her. shes waiting for jingwen. then she told me she have waited for 30mins+ lerhs when i asked her. then awhile later jingwen came down. then we went off to fajar mac lorhs.

sat there for nearly four hours. hahs. we crapped alot. cause long time no see marhs. crapped for four hours plus then came home. hs got scared by me. muahahas. :P so funny larhs. didnt know shes so timid. lols. i just move my hand towards her,she jump up. XD hahahas. then i say something. so loud that they hear lerh kept on laughing. hs laugh until her stomach very suan. lols. funny yerhs. lyk long time nvr talk lerhs.

hahs. hmms. k larhs. gtg. bye.

i love him;forever

2006-11-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

happy birthday anan and joomeng!.

today is their big day nurhs. :) reached school at 7+ today. then when we went into ava room,out of four air-cons,three spoilt. =='''''''' siao larhs. so stuffy inside. den we haven even warm up our songs yet,ms hoe ask us to go down lerhs. kaos~. waste out time lorhs. carry up carry down. aft that set up everything lerhs. mrs chua wants to hear our grazioso. quite nice larhs. lols. nicer then our orientation pieces. hahas.

after then ms goh reach lerh lorhs. so started off with our orientation pieces. played for 2 - 3 times,we had our break. then we go walk ard the school lorhs. saw hs laogong. she was wearing black shirt. with judo,rou dao printed at the back. hahs. it was cool. :) then after that we walk to bus bay there. then she suddenly say 'wahh ms ang!' then she ran away. lols. but ms ang wasnt even there larhs. her eyesight good yerhs?. hahs. :P

then went back. played the five pieces agn. then ms goh pek chek lerhs,wan everyone go inside blue room 'meeting'. then ask us if we really wanna participate in SYF. then mrs chua wan us to vote lorhs. hahs. results was due to expectation,everyone vote-d a yes. :) hahs. then after then,had our lunch. went to canteen to have our lunh. then saw hs agn. hahs. then she come over sit with us. shes the only girl in judo larhs. so poorthing. being p.s by the guys. they are so bad nurhs.

then crapped with her for 30mins+. then she went off for her cca lerhs. then we also went back lorhs. boring larhs. play orientation pieces no one come hear,we prac grazioso,loads of ppl come. ==''''''' lyk that we play grazioso better larhs. dont play those pieces agn lerh larhs. lame~. then played simple gifts with mr yap. :) hahs. ms goh praised him lorhs. but mr yap last time is in handbels derh marhs. bleahs. biase. >P then after that pack up,return everything to ava room and went to the hall for debrief lorhs.

its quite a boring day larhs. shoulder aching agn. :( maybe jus now used too muc strength when playing simple gifts barhs. k larhs long enough lerhs.

i ♥ him;forever.

2006-11-22T09:46:00.000+08:00

continue-ing with ytd's post. collecting books. hahs. struggled home norhs. causing my body to be aching now. hais. :( this is what DOMS derhs. Delay Onset Muscle Soreness. learnt in during p.e lesson. :)

lazy to talk bout those stuffs i did ytd lerhs. casue forgotten all lerh marhs. lols. ==''''''''' lame lame. on fri which is 24nov,we must reach school at seven-thirty sharp larhs. sooo damn early lorhs. when miss hoe tells us the time,all of us protests. lols. cause its really early larhs. hahs. well,nvm. after 24nov,everyone will have a good rest. one month rest. :) && i'll start to wrap my books. write name on them and so on. &&,of course,turning mouldy and rot at home during that one month holis.

hmms. nth much to update lerhs. maybe will update agn a few days later barhs. :)

i ♥ him;forever.

2006-11-20T20:35:00.000+08:00

those idiots sucks to hell!.

why does this world consist of sooo many idiots?. they are fucking-ly pity-ful yerh. pity them as they can only make themselves happy by bad-mouthing ppl && back-stabbing others. i pity for them eww know?. they are really pity-ful. tats their only hobby.

to me,they are just pity-ful worms. { ke lian chong } cause they dont know how to respect others && still expect others to respect them. they are really "mind-less".

they are the type of ppl,who finds joy && happiness while doing all these. back-stabbing ppl,bad-mouthing others,trying to accuse those human beings whom they hate. whom they dislike. ohohoh,maybe they might be jealous of tat person whom they had back-stabbed. yerhs?. or maybe was it tat one or twu of their friends hate tat person && then he / she also hate tat person. tats copying kitty eww know?. oh ya,there are also some ppl,who lyks to accuse others bout them copying others. tats really childish. if eww dislike other to copy anything,just put a © sign on the place eww wan it to be. tats it,&& no one else will ever copy eww anymore isnt it?. use ewur brain will eww?.

&& there are some ppl too,who accuse others of copying,but they themselves are the ones who copys others. tats lame ya?. dont they have brains?. if they wan to accuse ppl,please,set a GOOD example for others to follow. dont be the one,who starts copying && end up accusing others. its childish for godness sake. so STOP IT. STOP THOSE CHILDISH ACTIONS

what i said ↑↑↑ there,is just my opinion of those ppl. NO OFFENCE to anyone. i didnt point arrows at anyone. so dont be mistaken. unless u are feeling guilty && thought tat i was referring to eww. i cannot help if anyone insist tat i was pointing arrows at him / her. if eww think tat i was referring to eww,then good,change ewur actions. if not,DONT accuse me of poniting arrows at eww. understand?. if eww dont agree with what i said,just simply press Alt + F4 && fuck off my blog.

TIS IS MY BLOG,I'LL HAVE MY SAY get it?

i ♥ him;;forever.

i hate accusion-ists. so fuck off yerh?.

2006-11-19T18:03:00.000+08:00

changed skin. :) did it by myself. hees. black && white. not very nice. but,its my hard work. muahahas. tis one is temporary because blogskin is under construction now. so had to do one to serve as temporary skin first as im sick of tat previous skin. tat unspoken skin.

haven add in any songs yet. not sure which song to put yerh. maybe later go see if which song is nice. :) maybe putting fei lun hai's zhi dui ni you gan jue. tats maybe only. still got quite alot songs i want to put in here.

meeting an on tues for cca. den aft handbells going to buy our sec three books. but we didnt hand in the booklist && get a number to collect our books. lols. cause i forgotten to hand in everytime aft handbells. :P hahs. im absent minded.

im craving for ice creams now. strawberry flavoured ice creams!. eating ice creams in such a cooling weather is just so perfect nurhs. :) hahs. really wanted to eat ice cream now. its been such a long time since i'hv ate an ice cream. especially strawberry flavoured ones.

k nurhs. off to search for songs lerhs. byes.

i ♥ him;forever

2006-11-16T13:17:00.000+08:00

hais. really damn boring larhs. feeling slppy. i wan skul!. really very sian at home lea. turning mouldy soon lerhs. boring till one day can update dunno how many times. sians~.

at home,boring. but outside dun seem better either yerh?. if im out,i rather get bored inside. derh sun will burn me to death derh. hais. in,not good. out,not good either. so wad can i do yerh?. watch tv?. no show. read novels?. no novels read wad?. watch vcds. not here yet. hais. bored to death lerhs.

kk,nvm. i'll go tink of something to do. cyas.

i Y him;forever.

2006-11-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

changed skin lerhs. changed song too. full house ost's i think i love eww. its nice. a lil bei shang larhs. but,i lyk derh song. :) hmms. today got handbells. as boring as usual.

den reach skul,saw loads && loads of zhenghua pri skul ppl. den yenteng say they are pri six pupils. but,dun seem so nurhs. all so cute derhs. :P den saw them doing some basics of wu shu. den think all tried derh rock climbing. hahas. saw them from ava room,while ms goh { instructor } was concentrating on derh basses. lols. den i tot tat they look lyk spider-men or spider-women. lols. im bad,im evil. hahs

den aft tat,also deco notice lerhs. so-so lorhs. enshin's face is filled wif glitter larhs. lols. cause she touch derh glitted bells she made,den go touch her face. its so funny. den she was asking ard,if her face was filled wif glitter. hahas. :D

hmms. miss dear so much nurhs. :( hais. den nth to do. about to finish watching full house lerhs. nearing to derh end lerhs. gonna be boring agn lerhs. hais. :( really bored at home. hais. nvm.

maybe fri meeting dear?. hais. who knows. i dun even know when can we meet agn larhs. :( forget it. dun mention it anymore. if ,meeting him derh hua,he'll msg me derhs. but till now,hp still so silent. hais. fcuk. nvm. nth update anymore. buais.

i Y him;forever

2006-11-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

hmms. ytd din update agn. cause chatting wib dear marhs. hais. last chat wib him before his parents come back lorhs. :( den ytd he slpt ard 9+. cause he very tired lerhs. so asked him to go to bed first lorhs.

den jus now also called him. his parents haven come back yet. think about 12+ they will be back barhs. tats wad he told me. hais. sians. from 12+ onwards,we cannot chat on derh phone anymore. i will mish him derhs. :(

was watching full house jus now. its jus sooo funny and romantic larhs. watch sun set { i tink so } den aiyas. its romantic to me larhs. but not sure if other ppl also tot so.

hope tat on fri can meet dear barhs. he say tat he dunno if he can meet me anot. cause hes not sure if his mum allow him to come out. hais. :( its totally boring larhs. den maybe tml we will be doing our notice board aft prac. den all commitee members must stay back. choose color and design for our peformance outfit. tats wad mrs chua told us last fri.

den tml also handing in booklist barhs. its gonna be heavy lorhs. think all derh books will be thick dao... lols. lame lame. having slight headache nurhs. cause dunno where ard my blk is having construction. kao~. so damn noisy larhs. make me woke up at 7. ==''''' its jus sooo early for me. having a lil panda eyes lerhs. not enough slp recently. sian diao.

hais. k larhs. nth post lerhs. off to eat my breakfast lerhs. buais.

i Y him;forever.

2006-11-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

watching full house now. sooo funny larhs. lols. derh character so cartoon derhs. lols.

hmms. today woke up at 11+ ard 12. cause ytd night chatted wib dear. lols. from 12+ in derh morning chat until 3+. den he say aron go his house overnight. lols. den something funny happened when aron was slping. hahas. tats really funny. muahahas. only dear && i know wads tat. lols. aron pai seh wors. :P but promised dear cannot say out lerhs. if not i sure put big big derhs..

hmms. gonna call dear now. later den update agn barhs. buais. :)

i Y him;forever.

2006-11-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

hmms. jus come back from bp. lols. met hs at her station at one o'clock. den went to lot one. eat at there. den aft tat we decide to go lot one library do hw lorhs. go in there,full. ==''''' lols. den we went mac. sooo stuffy larhs. so took lrt back to bp. went to mac lorhs. heng got seats larhs. den derh air con sooo cooling. lols. cause we were walking under derh sun before we reach mac.

den we finished one set maths lerhs. another set got some dunno how to do. den readers digest nvr touch dao. lols. cause too bo liao lerhs. den aft tat saw jes lorhs. next year same class ehh~. lols. den hs suggest we go walk walk. so we went walking ard. she wanted to see derh phones marhs. so we walk ard derh whole place. but only go into shops tat sells handphone. lols. shes mad over handphones. maddy gal. lols.

aft tat we went to mni toons. den look for couple derh keychain. lols. shes my lao gong. :) hees. den she larhs. keep laughing. dun say out hor~. if not eww die. lols. den aft tat we went walking ard agn lorhs. den we went into derh pet shop. she nvr saw derh twu dogs tat were out there den started walking in. i say wahh,eww not scared dog le arh?. den she tot i jk wib her. lols. when she saw those twu dog she siam till ... lols. ppl who knows her can imagine her expression barhs. :P

hees. next year we must stick together lerhs. if not everywhere also stranger. lols. lame~~~. hmms. we twu lyk siao derh. go in mini toons,keep laughing. she knows wad i talking. lols. tat keychain~!. lols. hahahas~ :D dun tell her we laughed. shhh~. lols.

borrowed dunno wad cd from a aunty. tink is korean derh. mei li de ri zi. not sure nice anot. but tat aunty say nice nice,very nice. she watched it over a thousand times lerhs. ==''''' tats lame~. watch sooo many times not bored meh. siao derh. hmms. gonna off com soon. watch goong. ^^ lols. later den online agn barhs. buais.

i Y him;forever

2006-11-04T14:05:00.000+08:00

hmms. bored. misses him larhs. hais. :( ytd our class mates ask if we wan a chalet or a normal bbq lyk last year to spend off our $20+ class fund. den i say anything lorhs. but most probably,im not going if its a chalet.

hmms. why today dun wan rain?. its sooo warm larhs. if it doesnt rain,at least let derh wind blow luhs. :( hais. not n derh mood for anything now. slpt at 12 ytd den woke up at 9+ jus now. ytd sooo late slp [ to me it is considered late ] cause i was reading a novel lorh. den derh story sooo sweet larhs. nvm. always talking bout novels. =='''' im kinda mad over romance novels larhs. k nvm. den jus now wake up,first thing i do is to continue tat novel. lols. i admit tat im mad. :P

missing dear now. :( looking forward to tues. ^^ hees. hes coming to meet me aft my cca. &&,his parents will not be at home. muahaha. can finally chat wib him lerhs. but aft bout one week or so,his parents will be back from their holis lorhs. den our life will go back to derh same,everyday missing each other. hais.

feeling slppy. maybe i'll take a nap first,den aft tat start to do my holi homeworks. two set maths worksheets && one set readers digests to complete. hmms. jia you barhs. k larhs enough craps. buais.

i Y him;forever.

2006-11-01T14:03:00.000+08:00

hmms. just received mrs yeo's msg. she said tis : " hi i am mrs yeo from zhenghua sec. you actually qualify for 3e1,do you want to be upgraded to be in 3e1? pls reply by today with your name and class. "

lols. as predicted,i declined derh "offer". lols. e1 sooo damn stress derh larhs. only siling && anan can cope wib derh stress lorhs. :) tis is a compliment. hees. den hs also choose e2 if not wrong. acc her. ^^ see i sooo good nurhs. lols. jk only larhs.

damn boring now. nth to do. woke up in derh morning at ard 7+. to be exact,is bout 8 larhs. den ytd chatted wib dear till ard 2 in derh morning. lols. cause cannot fall asleep marhs. den somemore hand sooo pain,whole body aching. drink water cup also nearly drop. lols. tats how i mean by aching. walk back to my room also must walk slowly. if not bones gonna break arhs.

den too bo liao lerh jiu try msging dear,see if he slp lerh marh lorhs. den he bout one hour later den reply me. nvm lorhs,cause at least he replied. :) den jiu chat wib him lorhs. awhile later he seemed tired lerhs. so asked him to go slp lorhs. ^^ din wan him to become panda. lols.

logged in to egenie. derh streaming results will only be out by next mon [ o6 nov ] . hope can go same class as dear nurhs. :) hope so lorhs. hees. if nvr go same class derh hua how?. hais. dunno larhs. jus pray hard hard barhs. why derh school so slow in posting de results derh?. sians lea. :(

meeting an tml. going library. return derh books. && of course crapping ard wib her. lols. will mish everyone from e2 derhs. next year all go diff class lerh marhs. maybe some will heng heng go same class larhs. lols. lyk maybe if lk sengyau their 'gang' go same class,derh class sure very lively derh lorhs.

hais. sian larhs. time dun walk,dun run,dun jog. they flies. stll mish-ing derh time when we had our orientation camp. lk tio sabo den must lead derh whole class in cheering. den raden and sherman,dun dare to jump down from derh high high pole. lols. den derh first time we cooked together wib our own classmates. den derh flying fox when germin screamed cause she was derh first in derh whole entire sec one batch of 2oo5 who tried it. den we saw monkeys swinging ard derh trees near derh camp sites. den will also mish lk,jordan,yuhan's && more,singing. lols. hais. same class for two years lerhs. sure will she bu de derh marhs.

hmms. k larhs. recently keep updating tis blog,neglected derh other blog lerhs. wanna change tat skin arhs. so tired of tat skin. hais. buais.

i Y him;forever.

2006-10-31T18:02:00.000+08:00

hmms. here to continue just nows updating. :) hais. as i said just now,got one lady [ i suppose ] called me. tink she'll be asking if i wanna change my options of derh classes i wan for next year through derh call. but unfortunately,i din ans tat call. awww. hais. :( nvm barhs. no fate wib 3e1. lols. but go e2 also not bad wart. although just now when i tell sherman when he called,he scolded hs && me. lols. he scold us stupid cause can go e1 still dun wan go. but no one thought of derh stress we'll be having if we go e1 larhs.

fan zhen they call me,but too suay i nvr feel vibration,nvr answer call. so i dun even know wart tat call was bout. maybe asking if i would lyk to change my option from all e2 to e3. lols. maybe leas. maybe reason is cause my maths not good enough?. lame reason i can think of. hais.

mish-ing him agn. although we just saw each other just now in derh afternoon. hais. if i have those computer mind jiu hao. can save his smile in my mind. :( hais hais hais. sad sad nurhs. really mish him loads luhs. hais. hope to see him agn lerhs. if can see him everyday jiu hao. :(

he told me tat he isnt going overseas wib his parents for tis holis. he told me tat he din wanna go overseas wib his parents cause he wanted to stay behind && acc me. ^^ i lurvfe him loads && loads. he says tat they are going overseas on next mon. hope tat from tat day till derh day his parents are back,we can chat everyday. :) chat from day to night for everyday. how do i hope so nurhs. :( but maybe he'll have his bball training barhs. cannot be whole holis no training at all derh marhs. arghs!. really mish him sooo much nurhs. god,help is needed from me!. i need a computer mind. or,him to be able to be by my side for every second. :( either one is enough. please. god please please please.

nvm. dreaming away agn lerhs. hope tat he wun fall sick in such dreadful weather. if not i will worry derhs. :( hais. god,wart m i talking now?. shit-tie craps. i still wanna meet him derhs. :( din eat anything for derh whole day lerhs. afternoon whie wib him,felt hungry. but din went to have my lunch. cause wib him around,staring at me eat,i wun be able to eat lorhs. dunno why,cannot eat anything when infront of guys. maybe i have some phobia known as EATING INFRONT OF GUYS PHOBIA barhs. weird me larhs. alien me. :(

hais. ytd changed derh color of derh snow flakes of derh temp. changed to black. cause bo liao den anyhow change change change lorhs. den who knows actually can change. im toot,i know.kinda in love wib tis skin lerhs. black && white. hees. :)

k larhs. dun crap anymore lerhs. off to mish dear agn lerh barhs. buais.

i Y him;forever.

2006-10-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

hmms. today quite a pleasant day. :) hees. meet dear aft cca. den we went to derh playground there sit sit. lols. we two sooo childish horhs?. sooo old lerhs still go playground there. but,we nvr play larhs. we just still on a 'chair' there lorhs. ^^

den aft awhile we went to sit by a staircase cause derh sun too hot lerh. den he was lyk sooo tired larhs. he kept bending down,closing his eyes. den his eyes red red somemore. he still can tell me he not tired. hais. :( den he was lyk,haiyas. dunno how to explain larhs. but he just look sooo tired. den i kept asking him to go home. den he kept 'begging' me. lols. but i still asked him to go home. derh way he look is just so tired. see lerh i so worried. :(

hais. nvm. den just now someone from skul called. but i din ans cause nvr feel vibration marhs. den hs also missed call me. so i call back,den she ask got anyone call me,ask if i wanna go 3e1 next year. den i ask if derh number is derh one who missed call me. she said yup. lols. god. tat person called den i din ans lorhs. hais. nvm. hmms. update agn later barhs. now bit tired. wan go slp lerhs. buais.

i Y him,forever.

2006-10-30T16:44:00.000+08:00

worried bout dear nurhs. :( tink hes feeling unwell tis few days barhs. he jus told me tat he only slept for five hours from saturday until today. haiis. make me so worried bout him. worried tat he'll fall sick. worried tat he'll have headache. :(

argh!. if hes beside me now jiu hao. argh argh argh!. hes bout to fall sick && i can only stay at home,worried bout him. wad kinda stead m i?. haiis. sry dear. unable to take care of you when you are not feeling well. im sry. :(

so maybe not meeting dear tml lerh barhs. not sure. see hows he feeling tml barhs. if not feeling well,den i'll make sure he stays at home,rest until hes well,can joke can laugh can run,even if he protests. im black-hearted i know. but for de sake of his health,im forced. haiis.

well well. just now searched for skins agn. recently really bored till can one day change 4-5 skins. but i din do so larhs. if not,aft 2 months no more nice skin for me to change lerhs. lols. -.-''''

haiis. k larhs. off to re-read novels lerhs. den shun bian wait for dear's msg aft he wakes up from his slp. hope he'll feel better aft he wakes up barhs. :( buais.

i Y him;forever

2006-10-30T10:48:00.000+08:00

haiis. sians. dun wanna argue wib germin over tat skin thingy lerhs. tired. i explain so much got wad use?. in de end she also mis-understood me. haiis. nvm.

streaming results are out within tis week. sians. :( not sure going which class next year. haiis. den heard tat ms ang going take either 3e4 or 3e5. lols. later suay suay get into those 2 classes ar.

hmms. now,extremely boring. nth to do. den jus now flood-ed jingwen && hweesiang. hees. :P cause too bo liao lerh marhs. so go flood flood yi xia lorhs. haiis. really boring. :( saturday went to library to borrow novels. no need say larh,all romance derhs. den by ytd,i finished all four. sians lorhs. no novels for me lerhs. got holi homeworks. but dun feel lyk doing lea. do lerh sure fall asleep derhs. haiis.

ytd read a novel. lols. derh story sooo cute lorhs. got one gal,20+ only. den she got two childern,name beng beng tiao tiao. lols. derh name sooo cute larhs. den aft tat found out tat both childern are adopted by her && one guy. so hence,shes de mama of de twins && de guy is de papa. aiya,de story is just so cartoon. sooo cute. hees.

looking forward to tml. :) hees. cause dear will come find me aft my cca ends. kekex. mish-ed him sooo much nurhs. :( wonder if he wake up lerh marhs. tink should be wake up lerh barhs. now 11 lerh lea. so tink he jus woke up,sitting on his sofa,fa dai. lols. :P cute!.

k larhs. nth much to post lerhs. hope tat streaming results are out by tonight. :) buais.

i Y him;forever.

2006-10-29T12:08:00.000+08:00

changed blogskin. :) it wasnt lyk tis at de beginning derhs. i edited its. so it became lyk tis. ^^ at first got a skin. its lyk germin's skin's type. den incase she say i copy,so nvr use tat one but tis one lorhs.

hmms. ytd din eat anything at all. sians. den jus now morning ate a small piece of cake. tats it. no more food for me. i wun eat much until i see dear. mish-ed him sooo much. hais. guess hes having his bball match now. den ytd chatted awhile wib him only. hais. hate holis. its sooo boring larhs. den cannot see him somemore. :( sad sad nurhs.

hais. ytd while lying on bed,thinking of him,cough till almost out of breath. den its just sooo xin ku lorhs. i din consume any cough syrup or medicine at all. cause firstly,i HATE cough syrups. && secondly,i din went to de doctor's. go in clinic de doc will ask tis ask tat. sooo ma fan. hais. im also kinda love sick barhs. xiang si bing lorhs. :(

kinda hungry now. but im gonna ren. cannot eat anymore. cause i promised him tat wun eat until i see him. must control. holis. everyone loves holis. but only me. i guessed,will hate holis. its so damn bored && i cant see him. :( holis just sucks. HATE it. den still must go back skul for cca. tats so sians. so back let instructors scold. den still must wear skul uniform. kaos~. tat uniform is so warm larhs. den de consent form states tat we can wear our cca shirt. BUT,de prob is. WE DUN EVEN HAVE OUR CCA SHIRTS!!!. argh kaos~.

im just going insane. de boredom is driving me crazy. i really mish him VERY VERY VERY much. going crazy cause of tis reason toos. :((( just let me be him for one day!!! one day is enough!!! just one day!!! :'( but shi shi bai zai yan qian,tis one day will nvr come into our calendar. he wun know how much i mish him. he dunno at all. hope to just end my life && miseries. HOW I WISH TO END MY LIFE && THOSE MISERIES. but i cant. i promised him i wun do anything to harm myself. SO,GOD! PLEASE LET ME BE WIB HIM FOR JUST ONE DAY. ONE DAY && I WILL BE SATISFIED. please~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~. :'( please~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~.

i really dunno wad to do lerhs. he cant use phone,hp cant send any msg out,everyday so bz. HOW M I GONNA COPE WIB TIS LIFE?!!!!!! anyone please tell me wad to do. :'(

2006-10-27T10:03:00.000+08:00

hais. gonna miss dear sooo much during tis whole two months of holis. first day holi already miss him sooo much lerhs. hais. nvm. later in de afternoon he will be having bball training. tats wad he told me. den ytd we chatted till 2+ in de morning. den he tell me afternoon he got training. why din tell me earlier?. so can let him have more rest marhs. hais.

den now almost everyday stay at home,wait for streaming results. hais. why dun wan indicate in our report slip lea?. so ma fan larhs. still need to wait for de teachers to put de results in egenie. den must login. ma fan dao yao si lorhs. hais.

ytd,hais. regret going handbells. should have met dear. :( really miss him sooo much. if can hear his voice now,i also happy. but... hais. tink he haven wake up barhs. ytd so late den slp. today's our fifth month together. wonder if he rmb. hais.

dunno how to spend de 8 weeks of holis. maybe jus missing him everyday. why must skuls have holis?. even if got holis,why must it starts sooo early.mid nov den holi cannot meh?. kaos~. really wanna see him larhs. :( sad*

not sure when to go buy books for next year. sians. go back skul buy still must wear skul uni. den next year everyone go diff class lerhs. den cannot see dear as often lerhs. hais. sians. hate skul. hate holis. hate everything. hate myself. de last person i will ever hate is him.

alright,if i carry on saying how much i miss him,everyones gonna get bored. &&,he wun see tis posts at all. so wads de point of typing all tis?. ARGH.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! really depressed. moodless. tear-less..............

jus let me die. i Y him,forever.

2006-10-25T21:02:00.000+08:00

tml's my birthday. :) yeah yeah yeah. ^^ finally turning FOURTEEN lerhs. muahahas.

today,tired. starting of skul jiu got dunno wad talk. tink is health talk. den aft tat recess. den stayed in class. talk talk talk. den aft tat went to AVA room,watch sun wu kong cartoon. lols. tat cartoon sooo cute. its funny too. tat shi fu said STOP && talk loads of craps when he sees sun wu kong && zhu ba jie fighting. lols. den said UNDERSTAND? aft he finish his lecturing. lols larhs. sooo cute lorhs. ^^

den aft tat,halfway mr dennis ong say its time to go back class lerhs. so everyone went back to class,prepare for class cleaning. && guessed wad?. de cloth ms ng provide,is being cut out from a piece of clothing. looks lyk a piece of shirt. lols. larhs. den she say all de gals clean de tables,chairs,windows && fans. whereas de guys only need to help carry tables. -.-''' so biase larhs. den i was having mild gastric at tat time.

nvm. den aft tat anan && i go canteen eat lunch. den when we going back,we bought green tea back to class. cause i threw away my bottle during class cleaning. den aft we ate de bowl of curry noodles,we ate a packet of hello pandas. chocolate flavour derhs. den drank green tea. lols. it was sooo full for me larhs. den i started to have mild gastric pains agn. -.-''' den anan help me took my green tea back to class. den saw joey. den chatted for awile before she went back home.

den had to go to AVA room for handbells lerhs. :( sad nurhs. cca sucks lorhs. until 6+ lorhs. kao~. den heng today instructor nvr scold. ^^ hees. finally get to learn new song lerhs. lols. forget wad name lerhs. but heard tat it will be a grand grand grand piece of music,of course if preformed well && nicely larhs. :P den also learned de other parts for song of joy. de muting && thumb damping part. its fun. lols. den during juniors section,i had to shake tat stupid bell for ard 3-4 songs. shake till my hand almost de-attached itself from my wrist larhs.

k barhs. tats all for today. tml will be getting back our repost books. ^^ hope can get into same class as my friends barhs. :) tcs,buais. wish myself a happy birthday. hees.

i Y him very very very much.

2006-10-24T18:45:00.000+08:00

tml going to skul wif hs,anan && germin. but before tat,going to mac. to have breakfast. so tml not going skul wif dear. one day only. hope he wun angry barhs. last time can go skul wif them before we go diff class lerhs.

but im quite sure he wun angry derhs. hes jus sooo nice. && tats why,im so in love wif him . :) hees. miss him so much nurhs.

oh ya,heard from ms ng tat mr sng coming back to skul within tis week. so she asked dear to cut his hair. incase bei mr sng catch. if he really comes back,tink tis 2 days blue room will be full barhs. lols. loads of ppl will be caught by him. having hair problems derhs,having attire problems derhs sure yi da dui de. maybe use 20 hands also cannot finish counting ar.

lols. cough bug is bugging me now larhs. keep on coughing. :( hees. but im craving for ice-creams agn lerhs. mad me.

saw a goong blogskin. its so nice. wanted to download it derhs. but lols. cause jus changed tis skin not long ago. && im lazy. so din download it lorhs. its really nice. k larhs. gtg now. watch goong!!!.

lols. buais. :)

i Y him;forever.

2006-10-23T17:17:00.000+08:00

today. one word to describe. sians. hais. at first ms ng wanted to clear our 'debts' [ edusave forms ] wif her. den aft tat bout 830,went to hall for vision talk. lame larhs. say so much,motive jiu shi wan us get contact lenses larhs. lols. contact lenses no disadvantage meh?. they say till so good. lame~~.

den we had our recess. but we din went down to canteen. instead we stayed in class. play 'fei ji qi'. lols. childish marhs. :P den aft recess is science. mr lim joined us in our game. lols. den he won larhs. so funny. he keeps saying bye-bye to us when he moves one step. lols. aft tat he went off to play chinese chess wif sengyau they all. first time see cher joining in kids game. hees.

den dubey comes in. den hs && a few guys played poker cards lorhs. &&,he din scold,or confiscate. hes a nice cher. :) aft awhile,jw they all also play poker as well. den mr wee walk past. ask which period it is cause dubey went for his other classes lerhs. den everyone say dunno. lols. && he walked off. maybe is cause sick && tired of poker lerhs,hs they all stopped playing aft awhile. den the guys played hp games. not sure izzit online games. din saw wad they playing. den hs && germin continued wif poker lorhs. i sit down there watch. den kezia's hand kept knocking to mine. -.-'''' && she din evern bothered to say sry. nvm. den i went back to my seat,read de novel. den hs kept asking me to join in de game. i din wan to. cause feeling bit extra in there. so sat at my place,until skul ends.

den jus now went to kfc wif an den come fajar mac. sit sit. den i ate strawberry sundae agn. lols. its nice cause i lyk de mild sour taste. :) smile smile*. hees. love strawberry flavoured ice-creams && strawberry flavoured lollipops. they are nice nice. cause of de mild mild sour. kekex.

k larhs. nth more to share lerh barhs. waiting for dear's msg. tink he cant send any msg out agn barhs. nvm. i'll be patient && wait. :) buais.

i Y him;forever

2006-10-21T19:39:00.000+08:00

hais. quite long nvr come here post lerhs. sians. missing dear dear now. :(

hes out for dunno whose wedding dinner. hais. misses nurhs.

sians. nth to do. boring && humid saturday. maybe cause of de forest fire in indonesia barhs. jus feeling sooo warm. argh.

today afternoon called dear && chatt-ed wif him. :) for bout an hour barhs. hees. happy. first time calling him after de day we had history e-o-y exams. wholalas~.

^^ really happy. hees hees. crapp-ed wif him on him,asking me wad i wan for my birthday. lols. den also crapp-ed on wad i was eating at tat time. we were jus boring marhs. no harm crapping wif him derh marhs. :) hees.

den after tat,someone knocked on his door door. so i hang de call up. den went to lie on my bed,reading romance novels. but dunno why its really boring lorhs. de story is realy boring. boring till i can fall asleep halfway while reading. lols. den woke up at ard 5+. den wondered why he din msg me. jus nice he msg me. is tis xin you ling xi ne?. lols~~. lame lame me. i know.

den aft awhile he gotta go for his cousin's wedding dinner lerhs. so now,im waiting for him to be back. lols. hais~. boring. maybe watching tv later while waiting for him to come back from de wedding dinner barhs.

tcs. buais. :)

i Y him;forever

2006-10-19T16:41:00.000+08:00

hais. sians. today considered a bad day barhs. morning a stupid sexuality talk. lame lame lame larhs. de speaker still say wad encourage us to have many bf but den stop at de kissing stage. dun carry on further. lame~~. tis wan use common sense also will know larhs. unless tat person who does tis dun have any tiny bit of common sense. den cannot blame lorhs. -.-'''

aft tat we had our recess. den continued by 'free periods'. say nicer is free period larhs. wan nan ting yi dian jiu shi torturing periods larhs. first two periods,may tan come in. she say wad wanna mark sec-fours mock paper. so wan us keep quiet && read our readers digest. ppl slp no make noisy she also wan kb,by waking ppl up. those who lie on table two times will need to stand up. -.-''' super lame larhs. den finally her two torturing periods ended.

aft tat,mr phoon comes in. lols. another two torturing periods conducted by him. he better larhs. let us talk. but he VERY weird. ppl come back from toilet,come inside classroom still must knock on de door,ask for his permission to come in. -.-''' quite funny larhs. den germin dunno he got tis 'guai pi'. so she jus came in without knocking on de door. lols. den mr phoon ask her go out den knock on de door before coming in. but when she went out && knock on de door,mr phoon ask her to wait for him. cause he talking to dunno km or wa. lols larhs. den she finally can come in. lame larhs mr phoon.

aft tat dubey comes in. den everyone started playing their games. lols. den i went to sit wif dear for awhile. den mathew walk pass,den say wad dun forget to use condom. -.-'''''''''''''''''''' freezing larhs.den aft tat he come in between me && dear. play play. den i walk away cause hs sitting alone marhs. den dear was lyk asking me dun go back,sit wif him. lols. but sry larhs. p.s hs later she nag at me. but he knows i love him de larhs. :) hes always in my heart de marhs. lols. lame lame lame. lame me. i know.

k barhs. tis post very long lerhs. gtg. buais.

i him

2006-10-18T12:34:00.000+08:00

='( i miss him sooo much.

hais. went back to skul in de morning for handbells. sians. 3 hrs play same song. den last round i din play at all. tired && hand pain. leg pain toos. most importantly,not in de mood. all those songs were happy songs. but. my heart was raining,having thunderstorm.

really not in de mood for anything. wanna see him. but... nvm. always thinking of things tat wun happen at all. suspecting tat i might be suffering from depression. SERIOUS DEPRESSION. who knows i might kill myself one day. maybe by jumping off building?. cutting wrist?. over dosage of sleeping pills?. hang myself to death?.

really really depressed now. i dun bear to leave him. buts. maybe he will be much much much more happier den now if i leave him.

really dunno wad to do. really dunno wad to do.

wad should i do?. wad should i do?. NO IDEA.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

really depressed now. de only thing i wish for now,is either him by my side or a coffin for me.

i mean it. so if he couldnt be by my side now,pls ppl,prepare a coffin for me. thanks. buais.

2006-10-16T17:34:00.000+08:00

muahahas. ^^ hees. first time getting an A2 for my maths. lols. sooo happy wors. den english also not bad la. passed. hees. :) den history ms ong say A2 also. hees.

57/75 for history :) ,

44/70 for english,

74/100 for maths,

60.5/100 for science,

67.5/90 for chinese,

52/100 for geo

&& lastly,84/100 for home econ.

lols. quite satisfied wif my results le. :) at least i din fail any subjects. && got A2 for my maths. lols. so happy. first time i ever got 70+ for my maths.

haiis~. dear at first same mark as me for maths de. den he go add 1 mark. li hai lor. A1 le. :( haiis~. den his science also quite high. tink is 65 ba. not quite sure. aiya,he so clever,sure can get more den 400 for overall de. later tou tou help him calculate his overall for all these 7 subjects. see he got pass anot. :) im sure he will get quite high for tis year's overall de. wo dui ta you xin xin. hees.

eating de dunno wad fruit nuggets my sis gave me. apple flavour de. quite nice. but. i kept bitting my mouth. stupid. eat sweet also can bite ownself. lame~~.

today had our dance. but too bad lars,we din managed to view it. but tink its great ba. cause our class de ma. lols. lame~~~~.

k lars,go see any new blogskin anot. buais. :)

i him.

2006-10-13T16:01:00.000+08:00

headache. :( haiis~. came home with dear from skul jus now. den i ignored him all de way. :( sry sry. den explained to him. misunderstanding,cleared. :)

heesgot to know our results for mt && geo. mt got 67.5/90 den geo got 52/100. lols. stupid lousy results. dear's result also not quite bad lars. tink at least he improved. :)

now i know tat he really cares bout me. ^^ really love him wors. hees. happy happy. good mood now. hees. maybe he is still at aron's hse ba. not sure.

tml's S.E workshop is for our papas && mamas de. not for us de lors. lols. lame lars. still wan diff from parents && child. =.='''

hees. erm,nth much to post le. buais. :)

2006-10-12T08:28:00.000+08:00

hmm. dunno hows his back. :( he told me tat his back very pain during ytd night. haiis~. dunno how to take care of himself de. make me worried for him. wonder if he got go for his bball training anot. haiis~. so worried. hope tat his backache will gets better. :(

haiis~. first time in my life,woke up ard 7 during a "no-skul" day. lols. maybe is cause worried for him den cannot go to slp agn barhs. not sure. haiis~. alone at home. so hungry. :( nth for me to eat derhs. haiis~. pathetic me. maybe later go cook a packet of maggie mee barhs. lols. later eat le hair all become curly lyk maggie mee. lols. lame lars,i know. =.=''''

maybe later spare 30 mins to reply germ germ's letter. ^^ lols. but tat will be during afternoon cause during tat period of time,i have nth to do. kill boredom lors. lols. haiis~.

tml maybe meeting dear outside skul aft skul lors. cause as i mentioned in de other blog,hes not going skul tml.
reason is very simple : ~~dance~~
lols. haiis~. den he say maybe sat he will go for tat S.E workshop. haiis~. den maybe i will be meeting hs they all barhs. cause long time no meet wif them lers.

hmm. not sure if tml got cooking anot. mr ong told us to bring our apron n container aft exams. cause we are cooking aft de exams. so do we need to bring our aprons?. can anyone tell me?. lols. thank yous.

created another hotmail account. lols. lame lars. cause tat time i was tinking of creating a new account. but not sure wad name should i put. den jiu put it as my promise to him,to lovehim_forever. lols. abit lame lars,i know.

hmm. k lars. i go cook cook my maggie lers. buais. :)

i him

2006-10-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

came back from movies lers. watched rob-b-hood. lols. tat baby sooo cute. den inside de there,me && him did something. lols. nvm,he knows && i know jiu hao lers. lols.

they bought de tickets den hs ask him for $14. den i gave her de money she dun wan take lors. so bad. lols. den i turn ard && ask him take. ^^ hees. den before de movie start,we went down to kfc. at first was sitting wif him. den later i change seat cause de chair very shaky. lols. den they bought their drinks && sat down. hs was sooo busy wif her phone. den we keep saying tat shes chatting wif someone. lols. den we went to take lift. && guess wad?. i go knock onto de door of de lift. sooo pai seh lars.

den aft de movies they wan "walk walk". so i &&amp; him walk behind them. && do nth. lols. den aft tat they tried to "let us be alone". lols lars. den we "walk walk" agn. walk here walk there. when we reach de escalator,they wanted me to go down first. when we both reach,they 3 took de escalator up. argh.!!.

nvm. den we went to take lrt home. den inside de lrt,he suddenly hold my hand lars. den i pull him to a seat && sit down lors. he look sooo tired. maybe is cause ytd night he slp too late barhs. den he ask to lie on my shoulder agn. [ TIS ACTION DOESNT MEAN TAT HES GAY KKS. ] i said ok && den he dun wan. shua wo arhs. lols.

hmm. tats all barhs. nth more lers. at first wanted to buy jabez && jordan's presents de. but den they all walk here walk there. so nvr buy lors. sry. maybe next time got go den buy barhs. sry. k lars. nth more to add on lers. buais. :)

2006-10-10T09:14:00.000+08:00

hahas. going out later. wif hs,anan,jw && lw. lols. first time going out wif him lea. cause dunno why dun dare go out wif him. lols. stupid reason.

hmm. k lars. nth le. later come back den post agn. :) hees. buai. ^^

2006-10-09T13:02:00.000+08:00

haiis. todays art. no comments. xian diao lors. mr tay nvr tell us MUST use paint lars. damn it lors. den some of us use colour pencils for tat whole paper. but germin && hs got use paint for background. anan,jw && me only use colour pencil. ARGH. all mr tay's fault lors. nvr tell us at all.

haiis~. tml free day lea.!!. lols. den wd && thurs marking day. why dun they allow fri to have another marking day?. lyk tat better marhs.^^ lols. im dreaming. lols. really borink now lors. borink borink. :(

jus now went to mac wif an. den she was imagining tat shes de "huang di". lols luhs. den she wrote a "shen zhi" for me. lols. it was to wad gen him dunno wad "chuan zong jie dai" de. siao de lors. mad gal. den we so pai seh lars. inside mac only got our voice. "diu lian diu dao jia" lo. lols.

k lars. update agn tml. buai.

2006-10-06T13:42:00.000+08:00

yay!. exams ended. although still got art on mon. but. it seems to me tat exams had ended. hahas.

well. todays paper. haiis~. almost din finish maths paper two. my bisector draw wrong lers. shit lars. cause forgot how to draw && de time left is ard 5 mins. den i anyhow draw and proceed to de last qn. heng arhs. finish last qn bell straight away ring. im on time!. lols. but alot qn dunno how to do den anyhow do lors. den paper one also. . . aiya,no need say lars. tis time can get a B consider very good lers. not aiming for A lers.

den home econ. okok barhs. haven reach last section jonathan finish whole paper lers. so damn fast lors. or can say i slow lars. lols. den one of de qn wif tat flow chart thingy wan,if i nvr change ans den i correct le lea. >P. soooo angry lars. argh. forget it. wad is done is done.

haiis~. damn tired now. continous 4 days burn midnight oil. first 3 days de "candle" cannot be lighted. all notes cant go inside my head. finally,last day. i can memorise quite a number of things. but today wake up,everything forget agn lers. waste so much oil lars. should have slept instead of memorising.

nvm. now very tired. later maybe go be pig for awhile. too tired lers. must rest. if not later die arhs. kk,buai :)

2006-10-05T14:55:00.000+08:00

today,maths paper one. din know how to do lots of qns. tis time die le luhs. :( all de qns tat de teacher went through aft exams i all wrong lors. chan le luhs. die le die le.

den geography. quite diff also. shit luhs. every paper seem diff to me lors. chan le chan le. haiis~. dunno can do wad le. study till 12+ got wad shit use?. anything also cannot rmb. haiis~.

ytd studied till ard 12+ in de morning. den really cannot tahan lers. den went to bed. cause these few days keep burning midnight oil. but too bad for me luhs. de oil jus cannot be lighted. today,maybe 12+ slp agn lers. but nvm lars. tml last written paper lers. burn one more day try try lors.

k lars. nth much to share lers. today nth much happen. lols. buai.

p.s. rmb to bring your calculator + maths sets for tml's home econ paper && maths paper two. :)

2006-10-04T17:17:00.000+08:00

boring. today's history paper quite ok barhs. except for tat short answers section. lols. wad is propaganda?. && my ans is to influence ppls minds. lols. stupid answer. wads cobbold commission?. i wrote some stupid answer tat i could think of. wads de referendum for?. for ppl to choose de country they wanted to be in. lols luhs. stupid answers. den MCQs && SEQs ok-ok lors. think wun fail barhs.

ended hstory paper at 9.50 in de morning. den went to fajar mac to study geography. study from ard 10 to ard 430. lols. sat there,drank 2 cups of drinks. 1 cup green tea,1 cup coke. becoming water bucket lo. lols. not in de mood to study. geography sooo boring de luhs. all bout wad 3r's,air pollution,water pollution etc. boring tou ding lers.

den before coming back,saw a gang of ppl. den got one of de gal is my pri skul fren. but think she forget who im lers. den she tot i staring at her. den gave me tat kinda stupid face when i turn ard && look at de "tv" in mac. lame luhs. tink i looking at hers.

haiis. later gonna study geography agn. den at 7 rest awhile,watch tv. den at 8,study maths. revise all de sums. den 10 study geography agn. until 11-12. den go slp. tml morning wake up at 5. revise agn. dun wanna fail my geography agn. dun wanna fail maths too.

lols. k lars. gtg lers. go lite speed. find out how to find volume of a cylinder,sphere etc. buai.

p.s. dun forget to bring string for tml's geography paper && maths set + calculator for paper one. :)

2006-10-03T15:54:00.000+08:00

haiix~. today science && english paper two. xian luhs. during science de thunder sooo loud luhs. den everyone tio scared. lols. den keep rain rain rain. but after we end our paper,de rain stopped. lols lors.

science,lots of qn dunno how to do. ytd study && memorised de all nvr come out. stupid lors. den de string qn. longer or shorter string has a higher frequency?. && my answer was longer one. =.='''. how stupid of me. din memorise dao tat part. chapter 12,sound. haiix~. tis time science i die le luhs. haiix~.

den after science,we had our break. den english paper two. went down to canteen,stay down there for not more den 5 mins,we went up agn. lols. den saw johnny foo [ spelling error barhs ] walking towards our class. but,our class was lyk empty luhs. all de guys still at canteen,lim teh,lim ko pi. lols lors. all ah pehs. jkjk.

den exams till half-way,alison suddenly stood up && ran towards toilet. cause she vomitted. lols. k lars,dun say all tis. very disgusting.

english paper two quite difficult lors. scared cannot pass ar. cause if english fail,u all subject full marks also go normal lers. i dun wan lors. haiix~. den after tat paper still got 30 mins. i lie on tabl;e cause i...ahem ahem. lols.den i look towards dear's direction den jus nice he look at me. den he saw my face. lols. de type of face i always give when im in pain. he was lyk keep asking wads wrong. lols. hes jus sooo good to me. lurrve him. X. lols. den bell ring le,teacher collect paper. den i faster ask for panadol. heng siling got lors. i eat le den sit on de floor,cause still pain ma. den hs && germin shouted for him. he walk pass me,lyk nth wrong lyk tat. lols. aiya,nvm luhs. i die le he also wun care de marhs.

k luhs. i go study history lers. haven study dao. must go memo memo agn lo. buai. :)

2006-10-02T17:56:00.000+08:00

today,chinese. did si han qn no.2 && compo qn no.6. lols. my compo was lyk crap la. de whole story was lyk those tv shows lors. it goes lyk tis...

it was midnight. i was walking on an empty street. no one else was there. den de wind gave me a shiver down my spine. jus when i was about to make a turn in a t-juntion...

i was suppose to continue de story. lols. den i wrote wad heard an eerie sound. den tot tat got those kinda "things". den actually was a new born baby. lols la. wad a stupid story i crap-ed up. so lame. den hs told me tat it was so familiar. den germin say is tat wad wad wad show on tv rite?. lols.

den paper two ok-ok lors. quite alot of words dunno put in correct place anot. lols. lk say wan win me. den ask tis time i wan lose how many marks. lets see who lose lars. tink im de one. lols. cause i dunno how to do quite a number of qns marhs. lols.

went to mac wif anan,jingwen && hs jus now. studied science. we were testing each other lors. den hs soooo funny lars. afterbirth say giving birth. she still said lots of funny things lars. but dun make her paiseh lars. dun say here. later she say i not good. lols. now i nvr say lers. i very good to you lers. lols.

today din drink any water except for de ice lemon tea we had in kfc. lame lors. today every pri skul kids no skul. den make until mac so noisy lars. we took lrt to mac. den no place for us. full house. lols. den walk to greenridge. had lunch,came back to fajar. lols. den i was so thirsty lars. no water for me to drink. den din buy any cold drinks cause...ahem-ahem. lols. so i asked && answered all de qns with a dry dry dry throat. haiix~. i need water. cannot live without it lors.

k lars,its been a long long day. gotta eat dinner,den revise agn. && slp. replenish energy for tml's science && english paper two. kk,cyas. buai. :)

2006-10-01T21:24:00.000+08:00

here to post agn. lols. bored marhs.

copied all those chinese words from shou ce out onto foolscape paper. 1 word 1o times. copy till siao. started copying from 1o3o in da morning. stopped halfway to take a break. den by 2+,realised tat still got loads more to go,&& i dun have enuf time. so rushed till bout 7. finally finish de whole book b. so proud of myself. lols. jk. i did tis for mid year also marhs.

aft copying,finish my maths. both papers from jurong sec && fajar sec. tis time,really proud of myself. ^^ nvr did maths on any suns before. && now,im doing it. lols. its for my maths "future's" sake lars. din wanna fail. so try try lors. lols.

packed my bag.

done my maths papers.

finish doing "chao xie". lols. so so so proud of myself.

during da afternoon while i was copying chinese...

dear msg me. telling me tat he missed me lots. && told me bout all those stuffs he had done. lols. maths paper,revision on science wif his tutor etc. den i told him not to stress himself too much. scared he later too stress. den continued by telling him tat i can only get his attention,by hurting myself in de sense of cutting my wrist. he ask me not to hurt myself agn. not to cut myself agn. && guess wad?. i promised. so strange lors. i will agree. lols. but. i know tat he still cares for me derhs. is cause of his papa n mama,he cannot msg me. nvm. i can understand. jus wan him to rmb tat,no matter wad,i will be by his side. i lurrve him,forever.

k lars. enuf craps of mine. gtg. bye.

*p.s. rmb to bring your dict for tml's chinese paper one. dun forget. :)

2006-10-01T14:06:00.000+08:00

copied all de words of chinese ci yu shou ce book B...pray hard tml's chinese wun forget how to write all those words arhs...

changed song,agn...&& send sengyau all de words of chap 16-27...lols...cuz he din have shou ce ma...

din talk to dear for 2 days le...tink he nvr on phone ba...cuz ytd sherman says tat his phone was off when he tried to call him...haiix~...tis happens every sats && suns...quite used to it le ba...well well...forget it...maybe he jus wanna concentrate on his studies...im sure he has lots of pressure...from his mum barhs...nvm...im an understanding child...lols...

k lars...off to complete all de chao xie of those words le...bye...

good luck forr all,for all de upcoming papers...^^...tc...

2006-09-30T13:17:00.000+08:00

had our english paper one ytd...

jus have to pray hard tat

i wun get super low marks for my compo

as i exceeded de number of words...

513 words...

it should be 649 derhs...

but...

i cut down de words during last min...

cancelling here && there...

den my informal writing so-so lors...

2oo+ words...

not exceeding 25o words...

din have anything to write marhs...

changed song && cursor...

song : wo hen xiang ai ta...

den de cursor is kao-ani de...

cute lors [ tats wad i think ] ...

&& added de web counter thingy...lols...

i predict tat 1 month later,

my web counter will still stay within 1oo visits...

ytd helped jordan changed tagboard...

cuz chongen uses his tagboard && put it inside jodan's blog...lols...

den all jordan's tag appear in chongen's blog lors...lols...

going to start on de maths paper mrs lee gave...

did jurong eoy paper one le...

guess wad?...25/41...=.='''...

my maths results sucks lars...

doing jurong eoy paper two later...

still got fajar's paper one && two...

aft doing all those papers,

gonna study for chinese && science...

den tml study history && geography...

monday studying maths && home econ...

tues revise hist agn...

wed revise maths && geography...

thurs revise home econ...

fri,sat,sun finish up my art pieces...

drawing fruits...lols...

tats all for my planning...gtg...buaii...

2006-09-28T18:51:00.000+08:00

update jus for now...

changed skin...so-so lors...hmm...had 2 tests ytd...chinese n maths...heng heng both paper won hs by 1 mark...^^...she qi dao bao lor...

maths got 33 out of 40...first time i get so high...lols...den chinese 45 out of 50...^^...hees...win hs lea...so nan de lors...=P...she sees tis,shes gonna burst...lols...hmm...tml home econ test...today den we know...=.='''...gonna study later...k lars...gotta go...buaii...good luck for de exams for tml...&& de other papers...=)...tc...

2006-09-23T15:57:00.000+08:00

changed de skiin...quiite niice...=)...l0ls...hmm...added raiinie yang's zhii xiiang aii nii...but abiit rush de lea...n0t s0 niice...haiix~...g0d...

ii miiss hiim s0 much...ytd niight ard 11+...he msg miie...&& guess wad was ii d0iing?...slppiing...=.=''''...sry...but he msg miie && ii g0t wake up l0r...but nvr reply back...cuz...he g0t tuiitii0n t0day ma...dun wan hiim t0 slp t00 late iin de niight...later he cann0t wake up iin de m0rniing jiiu chan...

&& guessed wad?...ii w0ke up ard 5+ iin de m0rniing,n msg hiim...sayiing tat ii was sry f0rr n0t replyiing hiim...tat was s0 stupiid 0f miie...msg hiim early iin de m0rniing,0nly when de iinsects are awake...=.=''''...w0nder wad was wr0ng wiif miie...l0ls...

had a didi lers...fiinally...l0ls...ch0ng en...my didi...^^...hehes...den tat g0r ii have...xiian...he was supp0selly my g0r de...but ii asked hiim t0 call miie jiie jiie...s0 n0w,dunn0 hes my g0r 0r didi...l0ls...

miissiing hiim at tiis m0ment...tiis p0iint 0f tiime...wiished tat he iis by my siide...wiif miie,f0rever...but...tiis iis such a stupiid "dream"...l0ls...hmm...

fiinished my maths hw lers...

fiiniish hiight-liightiing all de ge0 n0tes lers...

d0ne maths assessment lers...

fiiniish hiigh-liightiing hiist0ry n0tes t00...

fiirst tiime fiiniish hw s0 fast,iin jus 0ne day...

left art 0nly l0rs...dunn0 h0w t0 d0 de devel0pment lars...my drawiing skiills sucks l0rs...h0w t0 draw?...=.=''''...g0d...help!!!!!...nvm...try drawiing later...

but f0rr n0w,maybe 0ff t0 eat my lunch-cum-diinner ba...cuz nvr eat lunch jus n0w...l0ls...jiian feii...=.=''''...lame la miie...ii kn0w...k lars...gtg lers...iif nvr eat agn,dear sure sc0ld de...kekex...ta-ta...

2006-09-17T15:43:00.000+08:00

t0t f0rr a l0ng tiime jus n0w whiile c0pyiing n0tes f0rr scii...ii jus siimply cann0t f0rget hiim...my wh0le miind was hiim...why must tiis happen?...='(...ii already ask hiim g0 slp at 1o+ ytd le ma...iif he nvr call...everythiing jus wun happen...

everythiing's my fault...my fuckiing fault...sh0uld ii add an0ther cut 0n my wriirst && end my liife?...wiill b0rr0w hs's penkniife tml && d0 iit...hers iis sharp enuf...1 cut bl00d sure appear...iinstand diie...g00d...tiis wiill theref0re be my last && ever p0st lers...tats all...

may all my g0rs fiind theiir true l0ve...every0ne g00d luck f0rr e0y...get int0 g00d class...may angels && g0d bless y0u...tc...bye...

2006-09-17T09:58:00.000+08:00

haiix~...t0day's p0st wiill be a sad 0ne...tiink tat we are g0nna break s00n lers...haiix~...ytd he called miie && chat...ard 11+...aft tat talk half way he hang my call...&& guess wad?...hiis mum called miine aft tat...&& say wad ii address her s0n as?...den say wad we are n0t supp0se t0 h0ld hand at tiis age de...AiiYA...all my fault can?...ii was de 0ne wh0 wanted t0 h0ld hiis hand,was de 0ne wh0 say ii lyk hiim,was de 0ne wh0 agreed t0 stead...can le ma?...='(...ALL MY FAULT...!!!!!!!!!....!!!!!!!!!!!...!!!!!!!!!...!!!!!!!!!...

iim g0nna av0iid hiim at all c0st...ii dun wan hiim t0 get sc0lded by hiis parents...f0rget iit...everything's my fault...iim baddiie...ii sh0uld diie...all baddiies SH0ULD diie...

agreed t0 walk wiif hiim t0 skul tml ders...but...f0rget iit...guess hiis mum wiill be sendiing hiim t0 skul ba...haiix~...tml,walkiing t0 skul 0n my 0wn...

wiith0ut hiim 0r any0ne's c0mpany...

c0ncentratiing 0n my studiies f0rr de tiime beiing...ii wiill n0t tink b0ut hiim anym0re...even iin my dreams...

wiill make hiim f0rget miie de...s0 tat hiis parents wun g0 hard 0n hiim...='(...he wun read tiis p0st at all...guess hiis hp wiill be c0nfiiscated...he wiill n0t be all0w t0 g0 0ut...n0t all0w t0 use c0m...n0t all0w t0 use any f0rm 0f c0mmuniicatii0n...haiix~...

they g0t match t0day at 11+...wiish theiir bball match all de best ba...

wiish every c0uple have everlastiing l0ve...wiish all th0se wh0 have "target" but haven d0ne anythiing de best wiishes,jia y0u...wiish all th0se ppl wh0 d0 n0t wanna get iinv0lved iin any relatii0nshiips de all de best f0rr e0y exams...

n0t g0iing t0 update anym0re lers...g0iing t0 study f0rr exams lers...haiix~...alth0ugh he nvr say wan break n0w,ii prediict hes g0iing t0 say tat wiithiin tiis week lers...haiix~...wiish hiim all de best f0rr everythiing ba...may he fiind an0ther relatii0nshiip tat hiis parents wun diisappr0ved de ba...

tats all...buaii buaii...

2006-09-14T16:15:00.000+08:00

types 0f kiisses...

Butterfly Kiss-

With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners.

If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.

Cheek Kiss-

A friendly, "I really like you" kiss.

Often the preferred kissing method of a first date.

With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.

Earlobe Kiss-

Gently sip and suck the earlobe.

Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.

Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.

Eye Kiss-

Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go...

then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes. Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone.

A very intimate kiss.

Finger Kiss-

While laying together gently suck on their fingers.

This can be very seductive and pleasurable.

Foot Kiss-

An erotic and romantic gesture.

It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it!

To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot.

It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.

Forehead Kiss-

The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss.

The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone.

Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.

Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss)-

Experiment with this fun kiss.

Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue.

It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.

French Kiss-

The kiss involving the tongue.

Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues.

Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".

Fruity Kiss-

Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal).

Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.

Hand Kiss-

Gently raise her hand to your lips.

Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand.

Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.

Hickey Kiss-

The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream.

This is often included in erotic foreplay.

Hostage Kiss-

Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention.

When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off.

Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!

Hot and Cold Kiss-

Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them.

The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.

Mistletoe Kiss-

Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe.

This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.

Letter Kiss-

Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.

Lick Kiss-

Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips.

Very sensual.

Neck Nibble Kiss-

Gently nibble up and down your partners neck.

End with a gentle kiss on the lips.

Nip Kiss-

This kiss can create a very erotic sensation.

While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips.

You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner.

When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.

Reverse Lips Kiss-

It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head.

This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking.

A very sensuous, connecting kiss.

Searching The Cavern-

Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel.

Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation.

Invigorating and intoxicating.

Shoulder Kiss-

Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder.

This is a sensual, loving kiss.

Sip Kiss-

Take a small sip of your favorite drink.

Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner.

It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.

Talking Kiss-

Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth.

If caught in the act, simply say as Chico Marx, "I wasn't kissing her.

I was whispering into her mouth."

Teaser Kiss-

Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips,

then move up the arms up to her hand,

kiss her hand, then come back up her arm,

to her face and then lightly kiss her lips

till she wants a passionate kiss.

The Buzzing Kiss-

Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear.

Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so.

Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips.

Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.

The Whipped Cream Kiss-

Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice.

Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss.

It's very seductive and passionate.

Tiger Kiss-

Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do.

Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck.

Make sure to get a few good growls in too.

This will surely surprise them.

Trickle Kiss-

Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.

Tongue Sucking-

A variation of the French kiss.

During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt).

Very sexy :-)

Quickie Kiss-

When you're in a rush.

Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.

Vacuum Kiss-

While kissing open-mouthed,

slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air

from your partners mouth.

This is a playful kiss.

Wake Up Kiss-

Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips.

Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!

Virtual Kiss-

For Internet lovers.

Send an e-card or a kiss via email with this symbol: :-*

hmm...c0piied tiis fr0m a webbie...

^^...tiis iis an "artiicle"...

maybe wiill c0me iin use f0rr guys ba...

l0ls...

ulcer paiin paiin nerhs...

den jus n0w iin skul used hs's penkniife cut my wriist...

l0ls...at fiirst iis cut fun fun...

t0t n0 cut da0...

but den aft tat realiise g0t bl00d...

den hs help miie wash l0rs...

small small cut 0nly...

stiill g0t abiit red red...

t0day mrs lee nvr c0me...

den every0ne d0 de paper 1 l0rs...

tml hs && miine HE test...

diie lers...

3 weeks nvr l00k at tat HE tb lea...

tml diie le l0rs...

*pray pray pray*

hehes...t0day p0st s0 l0ng nerhs...^^...

hmm...raiiniing n0w...tiink g0 study n0w ba...

buaii buaii...tcs...

2006-09-13T20:44:00.000+08:00

hmm...t0day stand tiill leg paiin l0rs...

tat 2 iinstruct0rs keep repeatiing de same part 0f de s0ng lars...

&& tats de part where iim g0nna shake tat stupiid bell...

=.=''''''''''''''...

den ii shake tat bell tiill hand s0 suan lars...

den aft tat leg paiin paiin...

den hand very suan...

back very suan && paiin...

aft tat...

went t0 lrt statii0n waiit lrt...wan g0 h0me eat diinner...

cuz nvr eat lunch marhs...&&...guess wad...

saw hiim &&amp;amp; ar0n...+ lk && fren...

den enshiin && wanzhen was lyk "er er er" fr0m jelapang tiill fajar l0rs...

den shiin say wad he sure aliight at fajar wiif miie de...=.='''''''...pls la...

he liive at fajar dun aliight here wan aliight at where...

aft tat came 0ut fr0m lrt && walked t0wards de staiirs l0r...

den ar0n keep askiing why ii take scii tb 0n hand...lame lars...

ii dun take wh0 help miie take...=.=''''''''''...

cann0t tahan hiim...

t0day jabez s0 funny...

aft we had 0ur recess we went back t0 class...

den saw hiim lyiing 0n de table...

den hs went t0 siit besiide hiim && ii say wahh...

u wan siit wiif hiim 0h~...l0ls...

den he was lyk n0 reactii0n at all l0r...

den ii say he iis bear...they ask why...

den when ii say cuz bears hiibernate...

jus lyk hiim...always slp...den he laugh l0rs...

fiirst tiime see hiim laugh lea...kekex...

hmm...den thiink nth t0 say le ba...

0h ya...had a scii m0ck test 0n m0n...

den g0t iit back ytd...hehes...s0 happy l0rs...

wahaha...38/49...^^...kekex...win anan w0rx...

l0ls...s0 happy...cuz nvr wiin her bef0re ma...

tiink 0nly scii && mt ii can sc0re...de 0ther subjects - kns l0rs...

haiix~...h0pe t0 pass all subjects iin e0y exams && get iint0 g00d class ba...haiix~...

really nth t0 say lers...buaii buaii...

2006-09-10T12:08:00.000+08:00

haiix~...p0stiing iin here f0rr t0day...xiian~...ytd diin chat iin de miiddle 0f de niight at all...maybe iis cuz ii asked hiim t0 g0 slp ba...cuz he had a match ytd...den t0day haviing an0ther match agn...haiix~...

super damn b0riink n0w...liisteniing t0 "everyheart"...haiix~... hmm...g0iing t0 study s00n...study hiist0ry ba...ytd diin study at all...xiian lars...

tml skul re0pen lers...

every0ne wiill start theiir bz liife agn lers...

l0ls...hmm...

tiired~...

haiix~...k lars...nth t0 say lers...

buaii buaii...

2006-09-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

argh...!!!...!!!...jus n0w dunn0 press da0 wad...everythiing g0ne...=.=''''''...

ii was sayiing tat ytd niight,chatted wiif hiim tiill ard 1am...he tiired le but t0t ii dunn0...s0 asked hiim t0 slp l0rs...iif ii dunn0 he tiired de hua,ii n0t fiit t0 be hiis dar le...

l0ls...hmm...

iif e0y g0t class chalet jiiu ha0...every0ne can wear theiir class tee...den every0ne happy happy...cuz aft exams le ma...

but n0w...must c0ncentrate 0n studiies fiirst...haiix~...all de n0tes jus siimply wun g0 iint0 my head lars...

argh...!!!...!!!...!!!...pek chek ar...

stiill g0t 3 m0re days skul den re0pen....haiix~...1 wh0le week nvr see hiim le...miiss hiim s0 much...n0w 1 week already miiss hiim s0 much,den e0y h0liidays h0w?...diie...=(...

haiix~...n0t g0nna update anym0re tiill e0y-exams fiiniishes le...n0t g0nna t0uch tiis c0m anym0re lers...unless niid t0 d0 s0methiing lars...

haiix~...n0w every0ne sh0uld be c0ncentratiing 0n studiies,tryiing t0 stuff all de f0rmulas && equatii0n 0f all subjects iint0 theiir head ba...but s0me maybe watchiing tv,relaxiing themselves...den s0me maybe 0ff f0r theiir h0liidays ba...

every0ne's haviing theiir 0wn liife...haiix~...well...

s0me ppl tend t0 ask tiis qn : wad iis l0ve?...

well...

l0ve iis actually a kiinda feeliing tat n0 0ne can explaiins...u have t0 feel iit den u wiill get t0 kn0w tat kiinda feeliing...

k la...gtg le...enuf 0f all tiis craps le...buaii...

2006-09-06T11:36:00.000+08:00

haiix~...n0 m00d n0 m00d n0 m00d...=(...s0re eye agn lers...riight eye sw0llen && red...ytd niight chat wiif hiim untiil b0ut 12am...den he say he very tiired le...s0 ask hiim g0 slp l0rs...haiix~...maybe n0w he stiill iin hiis bed,slpiing...haiix~...tiis few days nvr slp pr0perly...wiill suddenly wake up iin de miiddle 0f de niight de...den cann0t g0 back slp...haiix~...den n0w g0t puffy eyes + panda ciircles...s0 tiired...feeliing slppy...wanna talk t0 hiim...wanna hear hiis v0ice...iim jus talkiing crap agn...0ff t0 p0st iin de 0ther bl0g lers...buaii...

2006-09-05T18:16:00.000+08:00

hmm...c0ntiinue de previ0us update...changed skiin lers...^^...den added fiir de tiian tiian ye ye...niice s0ng...yeah...l0ls...hmm...j0rdiie n gang g0iing 0ut tml...den keep askiing miie g0...kn0w why?...cuz they wan hs g0...den hs wan s0me0ne acc her...den anan cann0t acc her...&& ii dun wan...^^...s0 theiir 'head' ce called...&& he BEG miie g0...wahaha...but ii stiill dun wan g0...E0Y c0miing le they stiill wan play...=.='''''...wahaha...guess they wiill be askiing germiin t0 g0...l0ls...hmm...enuf 0f tiis craps...waiitiing f0rr hiis msg...=(...haiix~...but guess he wun be msgiing miie tiis few days ba...cuz he say hiis mum maybe g0nna c0nfiiscate hiis hp...haiix~...xiian~...den ii can 0nly stare n talk t0 m0ii textb00ks le l0rs...aft tat maybe u wiill see miie iin a depressed manner...den aft tat sufferiing fr0m depressii0n...l0ls...lame la miie...ii kn0w...haiix~...k la...ii g0 update panda le...buaii...^^...

2006-09-05T11:56:00.000+08:00

xiian~...dunn0 why tiis w0rld g0t tiis type 0f ppl de lars...aiiya...dun wan say le...say le jiiu fan weii...

he iis haviing hiis bball traiiniing n0w...he say de...haiix~...ytd niight really g0t thunder...den de raiin p0ur le den st0p...p0ur le den st0p agn...=.='''''...xiian l0rs...haiix~...den ii waiit f0rr de wh0le niight f0rr hiis msg...nvr g0 iint0 deep slp cuz scared later he msg miie den ii slpiing...but wh0 kn0ws...he nvr msg miie at all...den n0w ii s0 tiired + slppy...but he d0esnt kn0w lars...dun wan let hiim kn0w...

hmm...ytd asked hiim iif ii giive hiim tat male siign hp strap he will lyk an0t den he say n0 matter wad ii giive hiim he wiill lyk de...^^...s0 sweet...l0lx...hmm...ii g0 fl00d hs fiirst...later update at de 0ther bl0g...bye...

2006-09-04T17:49:00.000+08:00

jus came back fr0m l0t1...went there t0 d0 pr0ject AGN...haiix~...fiinish at ard 2-3+...den we g0 walk walk l0rs...den hs buy presents f0r s0me0ne lars...den wanna buy hp xcess0ry de...but n0 have anythiing ii lyk lea...at fiirst wanna buy de female siign de hp strap...but den dunn0 whiich 0ne iis female de whiich 0ne iis male de...ask hs she dunn0 ask anan she als0 dunn0...=.=''''...s0 nvr buy l0rs...den iin c0miics c0nnectii0n g0 1 iis c0uple de...male && female de...den anan ask miie buy...1 f0rr miie 1 f0rr hiim...h0w t0 giive hiim iif ii buy...aiiy0...she s0 funny...&&...aiiya...dunn0 la...next tiime den buy & giive hiim l0rs...but ii wiill ask iif he lyk wad fiirst bef0re giiviing hiim anythiing...^^...

ytd niight 11++ msg hiim...but untiill 3++ iin de m0rniing den he reply miie...he saiid cuz hiis parents keep hiis hp...den he cann0t fiind...he nvr slp f0rr de wh0le niight jus t0 fiind hiis hp...why he s0 siilly...iif cann0t fiind jiiu g0 slp fiirst ma...why he s0 s0 s0 siilly?...haiix~...=(...f0rget iit...guess he takiing nap n0w ba...tiis m0rniing 4+ den slp...hmm...n0thiing t0 say le...bye...

2006-09-03T11:46:00.000+08:00

haiix~...hungry n0w...=(...talkiing t0 hiim 0n ph0ne n0w...he iis eatiing 'miian' n0w...hahas...hmm...ytd niight msg n chat wiif hiim tiill 12+ nearly 1...haiix~...he s0 chiildiish l0rs...keep l0gging iin n l0ggiing 0ut 0f msn...haiix~...p0st agn later...bye...

2006-09-01T18:13:00.000+08:00

w0ke up at 9+ t0day den receiive hiis msg...he ap0l0gised t0 miie agn...haiix~...f0rr n0t returniing msg ytd niight...guess wad?!...

he msg miie at 11+ ytd niight & ii reply hiim at 3+ iin de m0rniing...=.=''''...h0w c0uld he reply miie at tat tiime?...

l0lx...den aft tat chat wiif hiim f0rr 2o miins+ ba...den he say when hiis mum g0 0ut den he msg miie...&...ii stiill waiitiing f0rr hiis msg...n0w...riight tiis m0ment...

wahh...ytd niight mum suddenly ask ii g0t stead le izziit den ii dunn0 h0w t0 ans her...but aft awhiile,

ii saiid ya...

she diin seem sh0ck 0r surpriised at all...maybe she knew iit l0ng ag0 le ba...

t0t ii was g0nna get sc0lded 0r wadever...but t0 my surpriised,she jus t0ld miie n0t t0 neglect my studiies...tats all she saiid...

heng l0rs...but iif she let my dad kn0ws tiis...iim g0nna diie f0rr sure...haiix~...

*pray pray pray*...

jus n0w went t0 bbp d0 ge0 pr0ject...den went t0 mac at fiirst...ate 0ur lunch...saw tat 'tiik0' uncle there...s0 suay l0rs...den tat uncle was lyk l00kiing at us...especiially hs...l0ls...she was eatiing n c0veriing herself at de same tiime l0rs...hahas...

aft tat we pr0ceed t0 p0pular t0 buy de c0nstructii0n papers f0rr de research...den went back t0 mac...

saw tat 'tiik0' agn...=.=''''...he was searchiing f0rr new target...l0ls...

den we saw germiin's fren...netball de...wiif her stead ba...1 guy 1 gal...siit t0gether...faciing each 0ther...l0ls...ii say till s0 [a]...hahas...

hmm...den cut de piictures...d0 all de hiigh-liightiing 0f n0tes...den mac suddenly very n0iisy...aft tat we went t0 liibrary...

g0 t0 de chiildren c0rner siit siit...at fiirst ii t0t we s0 0ld le stiill g0 chiildren sectii0n s0 paii seh...but guess wad?...hahas...g0t 4 ppl [ 1gal,3guys ]...0lder den us de...

siit iinsiide chiildren sectii0n there...laugh laugh laugh...s0 l0ud l0rs...den we went t0 sit 0pp0siite them...den g0t 1 guy,siit tiill lyk wan 'lu meii tuii' lyk tat l0r...s0 diisgustiing lars...*puii*...l0ls...^^...

aft tat de liibrariian wanna chase us 0ff de...but we smart,walk 0ff by 0urself...n0t lyk de 4 ppl...s0 stupiid l0rs...siit d0wn there waiit f0rr de liibrariian t0 chase them away...hahas...

den we stay iinsiide de liibrary...see g0t table f0rr us t0 use an0t...but dun have...=(...s0 went back mac agn...=.=''''...lame h0rs?...aft tat...ard 5 we all agree t0 g0 h0me...den n0w...feeliing s0 slppy & tiired lars...haiix~...

k lars...0ff t0 waiit f0rr hiis msg le...bye...

2006-08-31T15:25:00.000+08:00

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heartx f0rr y0u?...

l0lx...hmm...t0day stiill a fiine day ba...c0ncert 0k-0k l0rx...but den tat ar0n c0me 0ver t0 e2 here siit...den keep siingiing s0ng...s0 n0iisy lars...den they keep thr0wiing lw's sh0e bag at miie...fan de l0rs...thr0w 0ne tiime stiill can tahan...they jus keep thr0wiing lars...>P...haiix~...den aft tat ard 113o went 0ff t0 de ava r00m [ tiink de r00m iis call tiis ] ...den get ready f0rr teachers day perf0rmance at staff r00m...aft tat...12...went t0 staff r00m & played "siimple giifts" f0rr de teachers...n0t bad lars...at least g0t teacher clap theiir hands aft we fiinish playiing...^^...l0lx...den went t0 H0D r00m...den n0 teacher iinsiide,all g0 d0wn canteen f0rr refreshments lers...s0 went d0wn there...played...but g0t play lyk n0 play lyk tat...n0 s0und de l0rs...aft tat mr yap clapped f0rr us...kekex...mr yap r0cks...l0lx...cuz he last tiime als0 handbells de ma...wahaha...nvr g0 back t0 prii skul t0day...b0riing lars...g0 back als0 extra...miight as well dun g0 back...waste tiime l0rs...k lars...gtg...slp...l0lx...such a fiine weather t0 slp...g0tta zhen xii tiis tiime...=P...bye...

2006-08-30T20:16:00.000+08:00

haiix~...ytd g0t back result sliip...hiist g0t 5o...jus pass...haiix~...stupiid damn results...den ge0 g0t 54...an0ther stupiid damn result...haiix~...=((...den everytiime get back result sliip,we wun be able t0 talk t0 each 0ther...f0r maybe a m0nth?...haiix~...=((...feeliing s0 l0nely wiith0ut hiim...haiix~...de day bef0re aft ii hang de call wiif hiim...went back t0 m0ii r00m...den dunn0 why fell fr0m de bed...=.=''''...den head '0rh qeh'...ear paiin paiin...hand 'pu0 pii'...haiix~...t0day sh0ulder ache...abiit headache...muscle ache...very very tiired...den g0 cca...g0t sc0lded agn...=.='''''...haiix~...every prac sure get sc0lded de...nth surpriisiing lers...haiix~...s0 tiired n0w...=((...ii miiss hiim...miiss hiim l0ts...but tiink he dunn0 ba...haiix~...t0day meet wiif hiim iin de m0rniing...den when ii l00k at hiim,he jus turn away...wiith0ut even takiing an0ther l00k...haiix~...f0rget iit...ii dun wanna talk b0ut iit anym0re lers...tiired + n0 m00d...haiix~...f0rget iit...bye...

2006-08-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

n0w liisteniing t0 sweety's haii shii xii huan nii...very niice...=)...t0uchiing lyriics...haiix~...alm0st faiiled m0ii ge0...=((...haiix~...dear passed...!!...!!...s0 happy f0rr hiim...=)...but m0ii results. . . haiix~...=(...w0rkiing extra hard le...but stiill get tiis type results...haiix~...iif tell ppl they sure say iis cuz ii g0t stead le ma de l0rs...haiix~...ii already studyiing everyday lers...haiix~...haiix~...haiix~...let hiim kn0w ii haiix~ agn he sure c0py miie de...he c0py-piig marhs...!!...!!...=P...haiix~...ii really lurrve hiim...t0day at fiirst we meetiing...den hiis mum wan briing hiim t0 skul...den ii g0 skul by myself l0rs...aft tat aft skul als0 ben lai wan meet hiim ders...but they wan d0 ge0 pr0ject cuz deadliine s00n le marhs...den t0ld hiim cann0t meet t0day le l0rs...=(...haiix~...t0day chu men bu lii...haiix~...ii hate m0ndays...hate every siingle day...de day wiill jus siimply g0 wr0ng...haiix~...dunn0 wad t0 say...n0w abiit slppy,g0ng g0ng ders...cuz jus n0w iin skul ii ate de xiia0 zh0ng mediiciine...cuz eye sw0llen agn...den tat mediiciine cause dr0wziiness ders...=(...came back,liie 0n bed den iimmediiately fell asleep...=(...haiix~...t0day iis jus a bad bad bad day f0rr miie...f0rget iit...maybe tml wiill be a better day ba...('_' ???)...haiix~...bye...take cares...

2006-08-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

t0day iis de thiird m0nth we are t0gether lers...^^...h0pe tat we can be t0gether f0rever...ii lurrve hiim...